05082009, 07:29 pm

Not feeling well at all today. Went to office by ojek and it was raining, plus I didn't have any raincoat on me. Now I got a fever. Just wanna go home.

Had a great time last night with Batman. Never thought we would have done that right there and then. Bengal banget gila!! Even he was kinda astounded. Hahah...

Craving Burger King

What I want now. No, It's what I crave now. BK rules!! Oh, damn. Anyway, it's not an advertisement. Nor I received any payment for this post. Honest!. :)'

*Ngences mode on*

MAYBE TOMORROW - Stereophonics

I've been down and
I'm wondering why
These little black clouds
Keep walking around
With me
With me

It wastes time
And I'd rather be high
Think I'll walk me outside
And buy a rainbow smile
But be free
They're all free

So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home

I look around at a beautiful life
Been the upperside of down
Been the inside of out
But we breathe
We breathe

I wanna breeze and an open mind
I wanna swim in the ocean
Wanna take my time for me
All me

So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home

My all time favorite song. Never tired of it.

05052009, 11.59 pm

Tadi siang pergi ke klien. Tadinya pikir sore bakalan bisa langsung cabut ke Tendean dan gak usah balik ke kantor. Ternyata di kantor klien tadi mitingnya jadi 2x, trus musti laporan lagi ke kantor gue. Pas sampe, ternyata para bos lagi pergi. Jadi gue nungguin mereka sambil facebookan di tempat Batman. Ada Doyok juga. Trus Bos Doy ikut ngobrol di ruangan itu. Batman dengan cueknya duduk di handle kursi gue selama ngobrol itu, lah gue kan ketar-ketir yak... Gimana kalo orang pada mikir ni orang yang cueknya kelewatan kok kayaknya deket banget and bisa bertingkah seenaknya sama gue? Kalo hubungan ajaib kita ketauan gimana? Secara ternyata para bos juga udah bertanya-tanya, gitu loh. Heuhhh...

Boss Man mendadak minta dibuatin proposal. Bandung Bondowoso banget dah. Minta jam 9 malem, trus gue ditongkongin ma dia. Pas udah maksimal mau kelar, ternyata udah jam 1 pagi. Preeeet, gue kirain masih jam 11an. Dan karena Bos Noy dan Batman akhirnya nginep di kantor, gue juga gak dikasih pulang sama mereka. Boss Man bawa gue nginep di rumahnya. Tewas deh gue disana. Kenapa ya kalo gue pengen ketemu Menik dan Kucil, ujung-ujungnya gue malah nginep di kantor? Aneh...

New Day Gak Jelas

A new day for me. Feels great to be free!! Even if there's still something left hanging. I mean, the way he threatened me, then just keeping silent til now, I can't help but wonder if he's preparing his revenge strategy. I hope I'm wrong.

Still dunno what I wanna say. Still speechless.
*Sigh*...

Udah Putus

Semalem ikut begadang persiapan venue untuk event. Sebenernya gak ada kerjaan juga buat gue. Tapi tetep ikut bantu2, skalian cari pengalaman. And menghindar untuk pulang cepet, secara masih ketar-ketir kalo tau2 Alv muncul.

Right, gue udah putusin cowok sampah itu. Pokoknya dari gue semua udah kelar. Apapun yang dia mau lakukan, itu bukan urusan gue. It's finished, and I'm ecstatic... Hopefully, I'll never set eyes on him anymore, at least in this lifetime. One day, maybe I'll tell how I did it. How I at last could let go. But not now. It's insignificant anyway. What's important is I'm free. Yayyy...

Dunno what else to say.

05012009, 10:14 am

Lagi mengumpulkan dan mempertahankan keberanian. Mau merubah nasib. Moga-moga berhasil. Amin.

To Batman: thanks for your harsh words last night. It solidified my will to be free from him. Sekarang, semua risiko akan gue ambil untuk lepas dari ini semua.