Syd is in town! Yeaayy... And we're gonna go on a road trip, babyyyyy... :D
She's picking up her friend in the airport today. Tomorrow, we're gonna go to Jakarta Fair. After that, there's a friend's wedding reception dinner. Oh, so many things to do. Not to say I still have to prepare for an event which will be executed next week.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Wednesday, June 08, 2011
08062011
Right, so he started the chat at around 11.30 pm last night. When I heard the message alert, I thought it was an emergency seeing that it was almost midnight. Imagine how my heart dropped when I saw it was Agy. Jeez, man. It was like an adrenaline rush. Should I answer it right away? Or waited until the next morning? Decision, decision...
Monday, June 06, 2011
Reconnected?
Deg-degan gue. Gak ada angin gak ada badai, tadi siang Agy nge-add pin BBM gue. My God. After years of no communication, dia nge-add gue. Dia yang nge-add gue, not the other way around. I thought he hated me and want nothing to do with me forever. Jadi penasaran dia mau apa. Setelah gue approve, udah gitu doang. Ngajak chat juga nggak. *Dueeeeng...*
Oh, well. Let's see what would he do. Trying to be patient and not starting the chat with him. :p
Oh, well. Let's see what would he do. Trying to be patient and not starting the chat with him. :p
Friday, June 03, 2011
SuperBengal
Ketemu teman2 lama. Udah hampir setahun gak ketemu. Sekarang saatnya event lagi, lanjutan yang tahun lalu. Kembali di hotel yang sama, cuma bedanya sekarang udah ada wifinya. Kenceng pula. Horeeeee...
Agak ketar-ketir juga sih. Karena gue udah beberapa bulan terakhir diekspor ke kantor baru, dan gue sebenernya gak dikasih ikutan event lagi sama Boss Lady karena dia mau gue konsen sama kantor baru ini. Cuma gue kan kangen banget yak sama lapangan. Udah niat bujuk-bujuk Boss Man dan Om Noy supaya gue boleh ikutan, eh ternyata mereka malah yang minta gue ikut karena kepepet kekurangan orang. Alhamdulillaaaaah... :p Anyway, karena gue ada kesibukan juga di kantor baru, maka gue gak ikut meeting dan briefing apapun untuk event ini. Malahan kayaknya si bos dan para PIC pada sibuk masing-masing. Katanya, gue cukup pegang 1 hal disana. Yaudah, gue nyantai. Toh tugas gue sama seperti salah satu kerjaan gue di roadshow event ini tahun-tahun yang lalu.
Naaaah, ternyata yang terjadi malah lain. Mendadak gue musti bantu belanja sehari sebelum event karena anak-anak sebagian besar udah di lapangan karena musti preparation venue, dan yang lain ditarik ke acaranya Boss Lady. Gue dikasih list belanjaan, ditransferin duit 15 juta, dan belanjalah gue keliling Jakarta. Untung ditemenin CrewCut, kalo gak ya mampus aja gue bawa bertumpuk-tumpuk gembolan kemana-mana. Hiks... Itu baru di preparation.
Nah, pas event udah mulai, entah siapa PIC yang mustinya tugas, atau si bos juga lagi keder dan kurang koordinasi, dan memang si klien ngasih brief cuma jebret aja tanpa penjelasan eksekusi yang diharapkan seperti apa, jadilah bapak-bapak bos dan klien terhormat dikit-dikit nyari gue nyuruh ini-itu yang gue aja gak tau sebenernya musti ngapain. Lah, brief dan konsep event aja gue gak pernah terima. Layout venue aja gue gak dikasih, rundown acara gak tau, pokoknya gak ada brief apa-apa. Namun, dengan kesaktian gue yang setingkat diatas dewa, dan setiap orang yang kepepet pasti nemu aja solusi, gue selama 2 hari ngarang bebas aja tentang segala macam solusi dari masalah yang pada muncul dadakan. Untung semuanya bisa dijalanin.
Emang seru sih. Karena budget dipotong, kita musti kurangin jumlah kru. Semua multitasking, tapi gue udah dibilangin cuma harus bantuin di 1 hal aja. Eh, yang terjadi lain. Pos gue adalah tempat dimana klien dan partner-partnernya ngumpul dan ngerubungin gue untuk update info. Lo bayangin aja kalo lo sebagai kru EO yang harus terima update dari peserta event, trus rekap infonya n the spot sambil ditungguin klien disitu juga, dan ada partner-partnernya yang bos-bos semua nungguin update tiap jam di tenda gue. Sementara bos gue dan anak-anak dikit-dikit nelponin gue minta dicariin solusi ini-itu. Daaaan, para konsumen yang beli produk semua dibawa ke tenda gue untuk database. Gue SENDIRIAN yang ngerjain itu selama 2 hari. Gak sempet makan, sumpah!
Yang gue heran kenapa musti pada nyariin gueeee? Dan sekarang gue rasanya mau pingsan. Capek banget, badan kaku dan pegel, dan gak sempet istirahat. Anak-anak pada libur kelar event, gue malah bikin report event plus meeting dan ngerjain kerjaan kantor baru. Tau deh. Gue mau tidur. Ciao...
Agak ketar-ketir juga sih. Karena gue udah beberapa bulan terakhir diekspor ke kantor baru, dan gue sebenernya gak dikasih ikutan event lagi sama Boss Lady karena dia mau gue konsen sama kantor baru ini. Cuma gue kan kangen banget yak sama lapangan. Udah niat bujuk-bujuk Boss Man dan Om Noy supaya gue boleh ikutan, eh ternyata mereka malah yang minta gue ikut karena kepepet kekurangan orang. Alhamdulillaaaaah... :p Anyway, karena gue ada kesibukan juga di kantor baru, maka gue gak ikut meeting dan briefing apapun untuk event ini. Malahan kayaknya si bos dan para PIC pada sibuk masing-masing. Katanya, gue cukup pegang 1 hal disana. Yaudah, gue nyantai. Toh tugas gue sama seperti salah satu kerjaan gue di roadshow event ini tahun-tahun yang lalu.
Naaaah, ternyata yang terjadi malah lain. Mendadak gue musti bantu belanja sehari sebelum event karena anak-anak sebagian besar udah di lapangan karena musti preparation venue, dan yang lain ditarik ke acaranya Boss Lady. Gue dikasih list belanjaan, ditransferin duit 15 juta, dan belanjalah gue keliling Jakarta. Untung ditemenin CrewCut, kalo gak ya mampus aja gue bawa bertumpuk-tumpuk gembolan kemana-mana. Hiks... Itu baru di preparation.
Nah, pas event udah mulai, entah siapa PIC yang mustinya tugas, atau si bos juga lagi keder dan kurang koordinasi, dan memang si klien ngasih brief cuma jebret aja tanpa penjelasan eksekusi yang diharapkan seperti apa, jadilah bapak-bapak bos dan klien terhormat dikit-dikit nyari gue nyuruh ini-itu yang gue aja gak tau sebenernya musti ngapain. Lah, brief dan konsep event aja gue gak pernah terima. Layout venue aja gue gak dikasih, rundown acara gak tau, pokoknya gak ada brief apa-apa. Namun, dengan kesaktian gue yang setingkat diatas dewa, dan setiap orang yang kepepet pasti nemu aja solusi, gue selama 2 hari ngarang bebas aja tentang segala macam solusi dari masalah yang pada muncul dadakan. Untung semuanya bisa dijalanin.
Emang seru sih. Karena budget dipotong, kita musti kurangin jumlah kru. Semua multitasking, tapi gue udah dibilangin cuma harus bantuin di 1 hal aja. Eh, yang terjadi lain. Pos gue adalah tempat dimana klien dan partner-partnernya ngumpul dan ngerubungin gue untuk update info. Lo bayangin aja kalo lo sebagai kru EO yang harus terima update dari peserta event, trus rekap infonya n the spot sambil ditungguin klien disitu juga, dan ada partner-partnernya yang bos-bos semua nungguin update tiap jam di tenda gue. Sementara bos gue dan anak-anak dikit-dikit nelponin gue minta dicariin solusi ini-itu. Daaaan, para konsumen yang beli produk semua dibawa ke tenda gue untuk database. Gue SENDIRIAN yang ngerjain itu selama 2 hari. Gak sempet makan, sumpah!
Yang gue heran kenapa musti pada nyariin gueeee? Dan sekarang gue rasanya mau pingsan. Capek banget, badan kaku dan pegel, dan gak sempet istirahat. Anak-anak pada libur kelar event, gue malah bikin report event plus meeting dan ngerjain kerjaan kantor baru. Tau deh. Gue mau tidur. Ciao...
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Bye, Boyfriend...
Jujur, gue mau pacaran karena cari seneng. Ngapain pacaran kalo yang ada gue jadi ngomel ato emosi melulu? I've been disappointed by Ben for so many times, without even meeting him in person for weeks. I don't know whether it's because we have different circle, different way of thinking, or maybe I simply expect too much of him. So maybe it's my fault. Seeing that, I broke up with him a few weeks ago. But he apologized, so we made up.
So, I tried and tried to make time for us to meet, but he said he couldn't see me because he got typhoid. And when he got better, he caught fever again despite my telling him to get a full rest. Last night, we made an appointment to meet tonight. All day I couldn't contact him. At about 8.30 pm he texted me he wanted to go to a metal gig somewhere with his friends. Shoot, man! He stood me up. Then he said he wanted to take me there with him, I guess because he sensed how I was pissed that our rendezvous was cancelled. Dude, I don't need that kind of thing. Just go and fuck yourself. And please leave me alone.
For the last hour he's been texting me saying sorry and asking to see me tonight. Hello?!?! Where have you been all day, man? You promised me, last night. I don't appreciate your attitude. I have a life. Piss off, a-hole!
So, I tried and tried to make time for us to meet, but he said he couldn't see me because he got typhoid. And when he got better, he caught fever again despite my telling him to get a full rest. Last night, we made an appointment to meet tonight. All day I couldn't contact him. At about 8.30 pm he texted me he wanted to go to a metal gig somewhere with his friends. Shoot, man! He stood me up. Then he said he wanted to take me there with him, I guess because he sensed how I was pissed that our rendezvous was cancelled. Dude, I don't need that kind of thing. Just go and fuck yourself. And please leave me alone.
For the last hour he's been texting me saying sorry and asking to see me tonight. Hello?!?! Where have you been all day, man? You promised me, last night. I don't appreciate your attitude. I have a life. Piss off, a-hole!
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Need You, Beach
When you'd been stuck at home for 2 days in a row, you'd know how I'm feeling right now. Spend almost the whole time for sleeping, eating, laying around, watching TV, reading, basically just being a lazybum. And now I feel so bloated. Buekhh...
In this kind of situation, it's no wonder that I'd be imagining of going on an impromptu trip to Bali or Seychelles. I really miss the beach. Even strolling around Ancol's paved beach would be a welcomed moment these days.
Damn, I need air. I need to breathe. I need to be outside. I need to be by the ocean. :((
In this kind of situation, it's no wonder that I'd be imagining of going on an impromptu trip to Bali or Seychelles. I really miss the beach. Even strolling around Ancol's paved beach would be a welcomed moment these days.
Damn, I need air. I need to breathe. I need to be outside. I need to be by the ocean. :((
Tuesday, May 03, 2011
Getting Stale
Never wanted to be clingy. So, I keep my cool when we barely communicate. Even though I know he doesn't have his cell phone which he lost a couple of weeks ago. Still, he usually borrows his friend's phones or use someone's netbook to log on Facebook. When we don't text, we send messages in Facebook. And he goes to the warnet mostly every night. So, when he seems to be disappearing from earth face these last few days, I kind of get worried. Even pissed. Because if he wants to, he could always find a way to contact me.
What pisses me off is he's the one who said that even if couldn't see each other every weekend or so, at least we must communicate in any way we could everyday. EVERYDAY. I keep my part of the bargain. Why can't he? Stupid asswipe.
I realize that I'm the type of girl who likes touching and physical contact. That's my kind of relationship. I'd like us to meet as often as possible. I can try to work around my schedule if the guy were cooperative. Well, I don't think he is. What he does requires me to commit totally into the relationship. To trust him completely when he's not around. But I want a guy who is available physically. A guy I could touch, I could kiss, a guy who could hold me in his arms. Screw the heart and all those stupid emotions. Just give me his real presence. Otherwise, I might just find the next available guy. :p
It's getting stale. Either I need to think of him in a more casual way, or break him up altogether. Casual seems tempting, though. Let him think we are together. And I'll just put it in my mind that he's a fling. A fuck-buddy. Except, we haven't got to the fucking part, yet. Jeez. Boring, much? Dude... Meh... *rolling eyes*
What pisses me off is he's the one who said that even if couldn't see each other every weekend or so, at least we must communicate in any way we could everyday. EVERYDAY. I keep my part of the bargain. Why can't he? Stupid asswipe.
I realize that I'm the type of girl who likes touching and physical contact. That's my kind of relationship. I'd like us to meet as often as possible. I can try to work around my schedule if the guy were cooperative. Well, I don't think he is. What he does requires me to commit totally into the relationship. To trust him completely when he's not around. But I want a guy who is available physically. A guy I could touch, I could kiss, a guy who could hold me in his arms. Screw the heart and all those stupid emotions. Just give me his real presence. Otherwise, I might just find the next available guy. :p
It's getting stale. Either I need to think of him in a more casual way, or break him up altogether. Casual seems tempting, though. Let him think we are together. And I'll just put it in my mind that he's a fling. A fuck-buddy. Except, we haven't got to the fucking part, yet. Jeez. Boring, much? Dude... Meh... *rolling eyes*
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