Overworked

Gue mau tepar... Please jangan sampe tepar, please... Gue gak berani tepar disaat anak2 lain udah pada stengah semaput smua. Hiii... jangan sampe ah. *Knock on wood*

Alhamdulillah semua udah beres. Barang2 udah jalan semua. Kru udah jalan semua kecuali gue dan 2 orang lagi. Kita musti backup yang di kantor dulu, paling berangkatnya ntar setelah jam 12.

Capek. Rasanya gak enak banget. Badan melayang, eneg, lagi bengong aja bisa berasa mau huek, mata gue udah capek juga kali ya sampe kadang berasa ilang keseimbangan. Musti sering2 narik napas panjang and stretching biar rada fresh lagi. Udah minum vitamin C dosis tinggi ama penambah darah. Efek begadang seminggu kayak gini toh? Anjrit!

Rasanya gak kuat tapi musti kuat2in. Saling backup sama anak2 yang lain. Tapi masalahnya gue tau mereka juga kecapekan. Ada yang udah gak nyambung pas diajak ngomong, ada yang udah gak bisa ngomong, cuma usaha gerak terus, ada yang stres (bos gue, siapa lagi?), ada yang gak bisa ikutan gara2 masih sakit (Batman, cepet sembuh dong, Sayang), ada yang panikan, tapi intinya semua cuma 1: kelelahan.

Bengal, jaga kondisi tubuh lo, cuy! Jangan berani2 sakit apalagi tepar. Rangkaian event masih panjang. Rock on!!!

*Hueeeek, mau muntah dulu*...

Youssou N'Dour & Neneh Cherry - 7 Seconds

Boul ma sene, boul ma guiss madi re nga fokni mane
Khamouma li neka thi sama souf ak thi guinaw
Beugouma kouma khol oaldine yaw li neka si yaw mo
ne si man, li ne si mane moye dilene diapale

Roughneck and rudeness, We should be using, on
the ones who practice wicked charms For the sword
and the stone Bad to the bone Battle is not over
Even when it's won

And when a child is born into this world It has
no concept Of the tone the skin is living in

It's not a second But seven seconds away Just as
long as I stay I'll be waiting It's not a second
But seven seconds away Just as long as I stay I'll
be waiting (x3)

J'assume les raisons qui nous poussent de changer
tout J'aimerais qu'on oublie leur couleur pour
qu'ils espèrent Beaucoup de sentiments de
race qui font qu'ils désespèrent Je
veux les portes grandement ouvertes Des amis pour
parler de leur peine, de leur joie Pour qu'ils
leur filent des infos Qui ne divisent pas changer

Seven seconds away Just as long as I stay I'll be
waiting It's not a second But seven seconds away
Just as long as I stay I'll be waiting(x3)

And when a child is born into this world It has
no concept Of the tone the skin is living in

And there's a million voices And there's a
million voices

To tell you what she should be thinking So you
better sober up for just a second

Seven seconds away Just as long as I stay I'll be
waiting It's not a second But seven seconds away
Just as long as I stay I'll be waiting It's not a
second But seven seconds away Just as long as I
stay I'll be waiting

I instantly like this song the first time I listened to it. I was still in elementary school, I think. And it was kinda hard to remember all the lyrics which was in English, French, and Senegalese. But I did it. Hohoho...

07312009, 04:42 pm

I miss my friends. These weeks my life revolves around work, work, and work. I got a chance to hang out with Mama and Kucil last week, but Menik couldn't come, said she was tired. Huh. Padahal kita udah jemput ke kostannya tuh. Payah lo ah, Nik... :(

Seminggu ini gue tidur di rumah cuma 1 malem doang. Sisanya di venue ama di kantor. Semalem pulang siy, tapi cuma ambil baju doang. Gue gak berani ninggalin kantor secara di kantor cuma tinggal gue doang trus kerjaan printilan buat event besok masih banyak banget yang belum diberesin. Eh ditambah lagi si bos panik minta gue ngarang bebas buat materi POP event mid-August ntar. Ternyata proposal kita diterima! Uhuuy!! Dan sekarang dia lagi present ke klien lagi. Kalo yang ini juga diterima, kayaknya anak2 musti belah badan deh. Tapi gak apa2 deng, mendingan gini daripada gak ada kerjaan. Hihiks... Malah bersyukur banget kalo dapet tambahan proyek. Alhamdulillah. Kalo perlu seminggu 3 event. Hihiy. Energi masih banyak niy, cuma kurang darah doang. Tweww...

Eh, lupa mulu mau cerita. Pas on the way ke Puncak hari Minggu kemaren, gue kan cuma berdua sama CrewCut soalnya yang lain udah pada jalan semua. Sebelumnya gue dikasih tugas belanja macem2, banyak banget, n yang nyarinya susah semua. Sampe gempor kaki gue jalan terus seharian. Trus CrewCut jemput gue di PIM pake mobil kantor sekalian bawa prop yang gak muat di mobil box. Kita masih harus cari 1 barang lagi yang akhirnya ketemu juga di Carrefour Lebak Bulus. Setelah bayar, emang dasar badung tu anak, ternyata dia beli bir 2! Dingin pula. After a trying day like that day, surely I wouldn't refuse a cold beer, eh? :p

When we pass Sentul, it started raining heavily. And one thing led to another, we ended up kissing. Again. This time we were sober, not drunk. Oops... :p
Well, then, that's it. Nothing more, at least physically. I just hope he won't fall in love with me. I'm not being conceited or arrogant. But so far, the guys who had been involved with me ended up broken hearted. Even though they had known all along that it was only a fling. Damn! Have I been too nice?

07302009, 09:27 am

Ternyata gue masih punya sisa 1 celana dalam bersih di kantor. Bisa mandi dengan tenang deh. Cihiiiy... :p

Yeah well, I slept at the office again last night. Didn't plan on that, really. Had to finish the freakin proposal so the boss could present it to our client this morning. And I am practically alone again because the other guys are all out. They are already at the venue for our event this weekend. Jeez... This week is exceptionally hard. Three events and not enough people. Must suoer multitasking. Suplemen oh suplemen, kenapa kau begitu mahal? Hiks...

Checklist and loading barang 1 mobil box sendirian? Dll dst dsb. Mantaaaap... Back to work ah. Ayooo, lo bisa, Ngal! Lo kan cewek perkasa!

Aduh lupa!! Ada meeting 15 menit lagi! Kampreeet!!!

Gempor

Capeeeeek... Tapi tetep semangat dwuonks. Gue gitu looh... Belom kelar beresin sisa2 event weekend lalu, udah harus ikut eventnya Boss Lady di deket Blok M. Besoknya langsung dikasih daftar belanjaan yang alamaak, barangnya tuh yang kalo gak dicari kayaknya ada dimana2 tapi kalo pas dicari jadi gak ada semua. Keliling ITC Permata Hijau dan Carrefour dari jam 10 pagi, jam 2 mpe jam 5 keliling PIM 1 dan 2 mpe gempor, trus lanjut keliling Carrefour Lebak Bulus. Sumpah gue jalan terus tu seharian, mana bawaannya banyak and berat. Huaaaa... Trus langsung dijemput ma CrewCut dan kita berangkat ke Puncak untuk event gathering klien. Total tidur gue selama 5 hari kayaknya gak sampe 15 jam deh. *Pingsan dulu aaaahhh...*

Heuhh... Sekarang sendirian di kantor and musti siapin segama macem buat event weekend besok. Udah musti nginep lagi di luar kota, padahal Bangbag udah belagak gak kenal sama gue. Hiks...

07242009, 11:01 am

Heee, bener2 kejadian deh. Weekend ini full ama kerjaan. Dan gosipnya ada yang minta dibuatin proposal buat event di bulan puasa. Uhuuy... Moga2 beneran dan gol, jadi bisa lebaran deh. At least bisa pegang duit pas lebaran, gitu. Kalo gak kerja itu juga yak. Xixixixi...

At the moment, I am inputting visitors data into our event database. Maaak, totally alone on working this task. All those hundreds of forms. Shoot...

Music of the minute: James Taylor Quartet feat. Alison Limerick - Love Will Keep Us Together.
Damn, I love Acid Jazz!!!

And of course, still flirty to CrewCut. Teehee... Ah well, just going to work my ass off and still enjoying it at the same time. Bidadari Bengal is a freakin workaholic as well as a biyatch. And she rocks!! Woot!!

07232009, 05:49 pm

Just started tweeting yesterday. Better late than never, eh? Hahaa... But the main reason I started Tweeting was to join the IndonesiaUnite movement. So, I just need to hashtag it to help put it in top hashtags trends. Anyways, it's not so bad. But at the moment I still prefer Facebook. Maybe because I still haven't downloaded the TwitterBerry.

Today, I started working at about 3 pm because the electricity was out since 9 am. And then the boss left me and CrewCut alone in the office. They went to Sency for Pete's sake!! I wanted to go too... *Hiks...* Only both of us in the office, no electricity, no internet, nothing to do. Thank goodness I brought my new Tom Clancy novel. The title's Red Rabbit. Woohoo, Jack Ryan, you're cool!

When the electricity went back on, CrewCut and I cheered loudly and instantly started to work. I have to put all the database together, and he kept on screaming for Facebook and LiveSex. Moron... :D

Oh well, need to get back to work. Cya, peeps...

*Another garing post. Heuh...*

Kami Tidak Takut!!

Maybe I took to long to make this post, but this song is the voice of the real Indonesians. All the bombings these past years, they all are just gonna make us more united. We'll just be stronger. Because we're not afraid. We love our country. We love Indonesia. Despite those stupid bombings and other kinds of terrorism, and all the black campaigns targeted at Indonesia, WE ARE NOT AFRAID!!

Hey terrorists and enemies alike, SCREW YOU TO THE HELL AND BACK!!

This video is of Pandji Pragiwaksono, Indonesia's rising star, rapper, as well as presenter in TVOne's show earlier this week. And to think he made this song way before this bombings.



Here's the original lyrics taken from this blog:

KAMI TIDAK TAKUT - Pandji Pragiwaksono

Terlalu lama gua berdiam
Melihat membaca menonton membuat gua geram
Jangan pernah kita anggap mereka pahlawan
Atau diliput bagaikan pemenang

Giliran yang pemenang media gak datang
Teroris menjual berita baik basi
Teroris gak penting jadi jangan berisik
Biarin mereka tertangkap dan tertembak mati

Kepada kalian yang berkeliaran
Detasemen 88 kan datang
Teman-temanmu sudah kami makamkan
Jadi sekarang giliran kamu yang gentar

Kerjaanmu memang hanya intimidasi
Sekarang akhirnya senjatamu aku curi
Coba ngaca liat wajahmu pusat pasi
200 juta rakyat kami bersaksi

Bangsa Indonesia! (Kami Tidak Takut)
Gue ga bego gue tau lo gak takut (Kami Tidak Takut)
Cuman mungkin lo ga terbiasa untuk jujur tentang ini sama diri lo sendiri (Kami Tidak Takut)
Apalagi di depan orang lain (Kami Tidak Takut)
Yang harus lo lakukan hanya mengulang satu buah kalimat (Kami Tidak Takut)
Dan sangat gampang (Kami Tidak Takut)

Masa kita ga mau bersatu
Jelas-jelas ada usaha untuk kita hancur
Bom Bali satu dua Kedubes Australia
Elo pikir itu apa?

Akuilah bahwa mereka mencoreng negara
Masa Kanye West aja ngelompatin kita
Singapur ke Australia
Padahal dia ngefans sama gue

Teroris yang berbahagia
Puas-puaskan lah kau tertawa
Atau bahkan kau simpan semua
Kenang-kenanganmu hidup di dunia

Karena kami bangsa Indonesia
Sudah muak dan kami tak takut
Kami maju dan kamu tersudut
Di neraka kavling mu menunggu

Ayo bangsa Indonesia (Kami Tidak Takut)
Yang perlu elo lakukan adalah mengulangi kalimat ini dan ini sangat gampang (Kami Tidak Takut)
Kami Tidak TAKUT (Kami Tidak Takut)
Ayo, kalo perlu berdiri dari tempat lo duduk (Kami Tidak Takut)
Kalo perlu angkat tangan jari tengah lo ke udara (Kami Tidak Takut)

Benarkah langkahku benarkah perwujudan kata-kataku
Apakah Tuhan Engkau merestuiku
Melawan musuhku yang juga hamba-Mu
Hamba bukanlah umat terbaik-Mu
Tapi keimanan hamba tak sampai membunuh
Hamba hanya ingin rakyat tuk bersatu
Berdiri, bersama, melawan pembunuh
Amin

Bangsa Indonesia (Kami Tidak Takut)
Terlepas dari apakah yang melakukan kegiatan terorisme itu betul-betul teroris (Kami Tidak Takut)
Atau bahkan orang Indonesia sendiri yang berusaha untuk menakuti kita (Kami Tidak Takut)
Kita harus buktikan bahwa kita Tidak Takut (Kami Tidak Takut)
Kita tidak bisa diintimidasi (Kami Tidak Takut)

Kami Tidak Takut…Kami Tidak Takut…
Kami Tidak Takut…Kami Tidak Takut…
Kami Tidak Takut…Kami Tidak Takut…
Kami Tidak Takut…Kami Tidak Takut…

What I Need

Soo sleepy today. The body still needs rest, I think. And the brain needs a vacation.


Picture credit: http://www.explorers.co.uk/worldwideDiving/Maldives.aspx

Thank You, Blog...

What would I do if I don't have this blog? Hmm, I'd probably be still writing on my diary books. Or forget writing altogether. And if I wrote on those books, it wouldn't be as comprehensive and creative as this blog's postings. I could post pictures, clips, musics, anything to help me express my feelings or thinking.

And those pictures above represent what I want so badly now.

07182009, 11:06 pm

Left the venue earlier than expected because I needed to buy some provisions and things for the event tomorrow. Got back to the office at about 10 pm, than went straight to the shower, and now I'm alone in the office and free to blog. But damn! My mind is blank and I don't know what to write. Isn't it such a friggin' bum?? *Sigh*

Better catch some sleep now. Tomorrow is gonna be a long day. Nighty night... Mwaa...

Just Dance - Lady Gaga

What's going on the floor?
I love this record, baby but I can't see straight anymore...

Heheh... Can't get this song out of my head yet. Lady Gaga is the new Disco Goddess in town. *gubraak, lebay...*

JUST DANCE - Lady Gaga

(feat. Colby O'Donis)

A red one
Convict
Gaga

I’ve had a little bit too much
All of the people start to rush.
Start to rush babe.
How does he twist the dance?
Can’t find my drink or man.
Where are my keys, I lost my phone.
What’s go-ing out on the floor?
I love this record baby, but I can’t see straight anymore.
Keep it cool what’s the name of this club?
I can’t remember but it’s alright, alright.

Just dance. Gunna be okay.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Spin that record babe.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Gunna be okay.
Duh-duh-duh-duh
Dance. Dance. Dance. Ju-just dance.

Wish I could shut my playboy mouth.
How’d I turn my shirt inside out? Inside out babe.
Control your poison babe
Roses with thorns they say.
And we’re all gettin’ hosed tonight.
What’s go-ing out on the floor?
I love this record baby, but I can’t see straight anymore.
Keep it cool what’s the name of this club?
I can’t remember but it’s alright, alright.

Just dance. Gunna be okay.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Spin that record babe.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Gunna be okay.
Duh-duh-duh-duh
Dance. Dance. Dance. Ju-just dance.

[Colby O'Donis]
When I come through on the dance floor checkin out that catalogue.
Can’t believe my eyes so many women without a flaw.

And I ain’t gonn’ give it up, steady tryna pick it up like the car
I’ma hit it, I’ma hit it and flex until the til done until tomorr’ yeah.
Show me I can see that you got so much in the jean
The way you twirling up them hips round and round
There’s no reason, I know why you can’t leave here with me
In the meantime stand, let me watch you break it down.

Just dance. Gunna be okay.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Spin that record babe.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Gunna be okay.
Duh-duh-duh-duh
Dance. Dance. Dance. Ju-just dance..

I’m psychotic synchypnotic
I got my blue burners and phonic
I’m psychotic synchypnotic
I got my brand electronic
I’m psychotic synchypnotic
I got my blue burners and phonic
I’m psychotic synchypnotic
I got my brand electronic

Go. Use your muscle comin out work and hustle
I got it, just stay close enough to get it
Go slow. Drive it, clean it like so clean it’s been molesto, I got it, and your
popped coll’

Just dance. Gunna be okay.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Spin that record babe.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Gunna be okay.
Duh-duh-duh-duh
Dance. Dance. Dance. Ju-just dance..

What a dance song... :p

Damn You, CrewCut!!

It's now 01:09 am when I start writing this post. Not going back home tonight. Staying at the office then go to the venue later with the guys. Tha arms are sore and tired of cutting about 200 ID cards manually. Fudge...

Been kinda flirting all day and night with CrewCut, and I swear nothing untowards happened. Oh, well. Maybe a touch or two, but it's not something significant. ;) *Goblok lo, Ngal!* Ah well, Need to be more careful as whenever there are only the two of us , it seems steamier than usual. Damn this thing! Attraction? Must be there even if only a little. Lust? Hell yeah! I told Kucil I won't let anything happen between me and CrewCut. But honestly, I do want to get physical with him. I know, I'm such a slut. And to realize that I still care deeply enough for Batman. *Sigh*

Shit! Shit! Shit!

Fuck me!!!

PS: The last line was a curse, aight? It ain't a fuckin' request. Man!!!

Another Bombing in Kuningan?

My condolences to all the bombing victims in JW Marriott and Ritz-Carlton hotels Jakarta.

That said, I just wanna curse, better yet, eliminate whoever did this. These acts of terrorism would just turn this country into unrest and paranoia. More travel warnings. And in turn, it will make our tourism industry go downhill. I wonder, is this really the act of those fanaticos or maybe there are other culprits? Such as any organization or person sponsored by a nation that needs to grab our source of income, eg: said tourism.

Last count: 9 dead and many others were hurt badly. Among the deads is President Director of Holcim, Timothy McKay. Rest in peace, sir.

Newsflash: there were 2 other bombings in Muara Angke area.

Don't have the energy to say anything other than, 'FUCK YOU, ASSHOLES!!!'

07162009, 06:29 pm

FUCK.

I'm on the verge of losing all my inhibitions.

Please don't let me see him tonight as he's the only resort to uncrank my crankiness these days.

I'm fucking wet already.

Goddamn!!!

100 Truths

This one was taken from Facebook Notes.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

(Again, I'll make it easier..)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage:
Coffee
2. Last phone call:
From office, something about FA
3. Last text message:
Asking about someone who wanted to add me on FB to a mutual friend
4. Last song you listened to :
Brand New Heavies' song: Love Is. Been looping it for the last hour. Love the melody.
5. Last time you cried :
Last Saturday night, remembering my mom. It was the eve of her 1000th passing away day.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone:
Um, yeah
7. Been cheated on:
Dunno. If I have, I don't need to know that!
8. Kissed someone & regretted it:
Hmm, yeah. Kinda. I still have a mixed feeling about it actually.
10. Been depressed:
Ah well, I'm a happy-go-lucky chick
11. Been drunk and threw up:
Naah, only drunk and kissed someone. ;)


LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. White
14. Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend:
Have I? I guess so...
17. Laughed until you cried:
Nope. Only laughing until I'm in tears. Is it the same way?
18. Met someone who changed you:
Hmm, met that someone last year, but he changed me this year. :)
19. Found out who your true friends were:
Oh, yah!
20. Found out someone was talking about you:
Yep. Good things and bad things.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:
Err, yeah. ;)

ETC.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life:
Only most of them.
23. How many kids do you want to have:
Hah! Not sure...
24. Do you have any pets:
Used to. Not anymore.
25. Do you want to change your name:
Nope. My parents gave it to me, and I'm grateful to them.
26. What did you do for your last birthday:
Working.
27. What time did you wake up today:
5:45
28. What were you doing at midnight last night:
Slept already
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:
Payday
30. Last time you saw your Mother:
A little more than 1000 days ago. :'(
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:
To be more persistent and ambitious
32. What are you listening to right now:
At the moment, it's Just Take My Heart by Mr Big along with the sound of my typing the keyboard
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:
Tom... Uh, can't really remember. Maybe I have, maybe not.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now:
The guy working on the desk behind me keeps on smoking.
35. Most visited webpage:
Facebook, duh!
36. Whats your real name:
Bidadari Bengal
37. Nicknames:
Bengal
38. Relationship Status:
Umm, what relationship?
39. Zodiac sign?:
The water carrier
40. Male or female?:
Last time I peed I was sitting on the toilet. So I guess that makes me a what?
41. Elementary?:
... my dear Watson...
42. Middle School?:
Lost memory of it. No, really!
43. High school/college?:
So-so.
44. Hair colour:
Black dwuonks...
45. Long or short:
Since I don't have a penis, I assume this question is about my hair. Slightly longer than my shoulder.
46. Height:
Wish it were 178
47. Do you have a crush on someone?:
:p
48. What do you like about yourself?:
Almost everything! See, I'm this narcissistic person...
49. Piercings:
Both ears
50. Tattoos:
Only temporary ones
51. Righty or lefty:
Righty. But I'm flexible when giving handjob. *big grins*

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery:
Never have one before, and hopefully never ever...
53. First piercing:
When I was a baby, on both ears.
54. First best friend:
Syd!!!
55. First sport you joined :
Officially? I joined a swim club on 1st grade if I remember correctly.
56. First vacation:
How am I supposed to remember? Logically, I'd say Puncak.
58. First pair of trainers:
Definitely unbranded. I think.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating:
None
60. Drinking:
Coffee
61. Doing:
This stupid quiz. And I don't know why I'm still going along with it.

62. Listening to:
How many times do you need to ask this question? Anyway, since my answers are all different, fine then. It's now Lenny Kravitz's Thinking of you.
63. Waiting on:
Myself to be rich and happy.

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?:
Dunno. But I think I gotta.
65. Get Married?:
Eventually.
66. Career?:
Much better pay hopefully. And of course better positions. :)

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes:
Huh? Mine or whose?
68. Hugs or kisses:
Both. I mean, hugs then kisses. But only with someone I'm 'with'.
69. Shorter or taller:
Huh? Why can't you be clearer on these weird questions? Always taller lah.
70. Older or Younger :
Depends on what this question is about.
71. Romantic or spontaneous:
Oh, for God's sake! I'm a mixed person, alright?
72. Nice stomach or nice arms:
Right now, nice stomach.
73. Sensitive or loud:
Sensitive dunks...
74. Hook-up or relationship:
Fun or boring?
75. Trouble maker or hesitant:
Whatever...

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger:
Ohoho, shall I say, yessss....
77. Drank hard liquor:
Oops... If I have, I must have forgotten about it. *evil grins*
78. Lost glasses/contacts:
Both.
79. Sex on first date:
Uh, yeah. Whoops...
80. Broken someone's heart:
Sadly, yeah. And I'm sorry about it. But it's not something that can be helped with. Don't wanna talk about it.
82. Been arrested:
Hell no!
83. Turned someone down:
Most definitely, yes. Sorry.
84. Cried when someone died:
Of course I have. I'm no robot.
85. Fallen for a friend?:
*sigh*

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself:
Sometimes
87. Miracles:
Kinda
88. Love at first sight:
Nope. But I believe in lust at first sight. :p
89. Heaven:
Yes
90. Santa Claus:
Hohoho... Not!!
91. Kiss on the first date:
Ya
92. Angels:
Yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:
Kinda
95. Did you sing today?:
Of course!
96. Ever cheated on somebody?:
Damn these questions!!!
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:
Toddler years. Happy years. And my mom and dad would still have been alive then.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:
Don't care...
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:
Umm, want to fall in love. But I'd guess it would be such a bum. Whatever.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?:
Sure, sure, whatever... Sick of these questions. Gaaaaahhh!!!

07152009, 05:50 pm

I've been alone in the office since midday. I've done all I had to do. It's all finito.

I wanna go home now. Come on, guys. Get back here soon. Pleaseee...

*Hiks*

Berita Yang Bikin Nyesek

Gila. Barusan BB-an sama kakak gue. Masa makam nyokap gue kena bongkar gara2 mau dibuat taman kota. Jadi katanya mau dibikin seragam semua, cuma dirumputin aja, gak boleh ada yang pake batu. Kalo emang harus diseragamin ya gak apa2. Tapi masalahnya adalah gak ada pemberitahuan sebelumnya kalo mau ada kayak gini. Telpon keq, surat keq, data orang yang bisa dihubungi pasti ada daftarnya kok. Dasar pemalas tu pengelola makam! Kurang ajar! Udah itu makan nyokap kan diapit sama 2 makam kakak2 gue. Dan makan bokap gue juga gak jauh dari situ. Kena bongkar semua dong? Brengsek!!

Gue belum bisa pergi ngecek ke sana pula, karena di kantor lagi gak ada orang dan lagi banyak kerjaan. Moga2 ntar siang bisa kesana dan gak ada masalah. Amin.

42 Questions

Yang ini nyontek dari hasil blogwalking, dan tololnya gue lupa ini dari blog siapa. Dan gak sempet copy link-nya disini. Maap ya, mbak.

Go through your wall posts and list the last 21 people to post on your wall or comment
on your status. Do not list any repeats; simply go to the next name in the list. Then
answer the 42 questions pertaining to the 21 names. When you're finished, tag all 21
people on the list, so the cycle can continue. If you've been tagged, copy and paste
this information into a new note and follow the directions above.

01. Mas Ari
02. Earone
03. Mbeng
04. Intan
05. Mimi
06. Konnie
07. Wowie
08. Mbak Dian
09. Verian
10. Ade
11. Vivin
12. Netsky
13. Syd
14. Bagong
15. Anne
16. Liz
17. Renny
18. Om D
19. CrewCut
20. SleepyEyed
21. Morres

1. How did you meet 1?
He's my cousin

2. What would you do if you never met 15?
Just smile and chat a little. Not someone I'm overtly fond of.

3. Would you date 20?
Uh, nope.

4. Have you ever seen 8 cry?
Yeah, on her wedding.

5. Would 3 and 13 make a good couple?
Probably so catty-and-mousy. Hell, no!

6. Describe 9.
He's my cousin, oldest in his generation, mature, gigih jualan, kadang kliatan dingin sama keluarganya tapi sebenernya siy sayang. We're not that close actually.

7. Do you like 16?
Dunno. She's okay, I guess.

8. Do you think 5 is attractive?
In her own way.

9. When was the last time you talked to 8?
Months ago. Can't remember when exactly.

10. Would you ever date 10?
If he weren't my cousin, yeah, definitely. *Sigh...*

11. Where does 15 live?
Somewhere around bintaro?

12. What’s the best thing about 21?
She's outgoing and well connected.

13. What would you like to tell 18 right now?
I miss you, om. And you look so much like dad. *Hiks...*

14. What is the best thing about 7?
Always has something to talk about, he's intelligent, and can find humour in every situation.

15. Have you ever kissed 4?
God, no!!! And I never will...

16. What's the best memory you have of 3?
Whenever I can piss him off, that would be my best memor(ies) of him. Jiakakakakakk!!

17. When's the next time you're going to see 12?
Not sure. Not soon, I think.

18. Is 18 pretty?
Hell, he's dobleh! But loveable. :)

19. What was your first impression of 4?
I can't remember. Too long time ago.

20. Is 13 your best friend?
Ohmigosh!! How do you know?? Yeah, we've been best friends since elementary. OK, this questions are getting creepy...

21. Have you seen 16 in the last month?
Nope.

22. When was the last time you saw 14?
Last year maybe? I'm not sure.

23. Have you been to 21's house?
Nope, never have.

24. When is the next time you'll see 10?
Soon. Next family meeting deh.

25. Are you really close to 1?
Not at all. In fact, I hardly meet him. He lives in different province.

26. Would you give 19 a hug?
Uh, yeah. Actually, I have. Hihiy.

27. Have you ever been to 11's house?
Not that I can remember.

28. Do you know a secret about 5?
Nope.

29. Describe the relationship between 17 and 19?
They're complete strangers.

30. What's your friendship like with 7?
Weird. Some kind of cool and worldly level thingy gitu d... But we can discuss things that not evryone know about. Like I said, higher level thingy. Lol...

31. Have you ever danced with 17?
Haha, nope. I can't even remember who she is.

32. How do you know 21?
She's my elementary school friend.

33. Does 2 have a boyfriend?
If he does, that means he's gay. :p

34. Have you ever wanted to punch 6 in the face?
I don't think so.

35. Has 11 met your mother?
Yes.

36. Have you travelled anywhere with 12?
Actually we have. We've travelled to Singapore and Malaysia once.

37. If you gave 15 $100, what would she/ he spend it on?
Uh, clothes or make up maybe? Hmm, probably kids apparel.

38. What's your best memory of 19?
Our drunken kiss last year. Huaaaaa... *panic mode on*

39. What is the one thing you most want 12 to know?
Nothing.

40. What was the last thing you did with 9?
Hmm. I guess it was accidentally meeting him on a friend's wedding.

41. When did you meet 20?
In what way? First met him back when I was in elementary. Last time I met him was last Wednesday on a mini reunion.

42. What do you wish for number 16?
To live well.

A Song For Menik

Menik, this one is for you:



Imagine this the song as the backsound of your 'Go To Hell' posting, cuy...
Horooorrr....
Dudududududududududududududududududududududu...

07142009, 11:15 am

Waah, udah lama gak pulang kerja jam 2, sampe lupa rasanya. Hihiy. Mulai lagi malam2 penuh pelototan satpam kalo pas gue pulang. :p Trus baru bisa tidur jam 3, eh jam 6 kebangun alarm. Sialan. Mana air di rumah mati, jadi musti mandi pake air dari drum. Niat pengen keramas terpaksa batal, padahal kepala udah gatelnya seanjing-anjing. Hiks.

Tapi pokoknya tetep semangat!! Caiyoo!! Jangan lupa makan yang banyak. Cihiiy...

*Apaan siy, Ngal? Gak jelas banget deh lo!*

Busy Period Ahead!

Monday has come again, and this Monday is the start of our new hectic period which will last until mid-August. I won't have any weekend off. All of the events will be held on weekends, and weekdays, weekdays will be spent for work. Ayyyy... Daripada bengong, ya gak, cuy? This weekend we have an event in Pasar Minggu area. Next week will be in Cikarang. The week after will be at Serang area. Then the week after that, there will 2 simultaneous projects. One in North Jakarta, and the other one will be in South Jakarta.

Not to say there are two weekdays events in two weeks. *Jaah, gue jadi pusing sendiri bacanya niy...* Yaah, intinya, sampe bulan puasa jadwalnya padat deh. Moga2 si Li'l Bangbag gak lupa sama tantenya yang bakal tambah jarang dirumah. Hiks... On the other hand, I do miss the busy weeks like before the campaign period. There's always something to do, there's always something shocking, there's always last minute changes, and definitely there's always chaos on the spot. But those are not something we can't handle. *Cih, sombooong...* :p

Thank God I had the chance to wind down these past three weeks, ended by two Atmostfear slides with my best friend. Oh, joy... The adrenaline! Love it! Now, I have 4 free Atmostfear vouchers from fX which will be expired in 2 days, and I don't know who I will take there. Or when. That is, if I have the time. :p But I know I won't be able to make it today. So, maybe tomorrow? *Wink, wink*

At the moment, I'm listening to Incognito's smooth vocals songs such as Deep Waters, A Shade of Blue, and Beneath The Surface. Oh, man. I love their musics!! Bluey Maunick is such a music God to me.



I'm never tired of listening to this particular song. I don't know, it just sounds beautiful, smooth, soothy, and definitely Bluey.

Maen Atmostfear

Semalem nyobain Atmostfear di fX Sudirman. Atmostfear adalah slider alias perosotan yang berada di dalam fX mall di daerah Sudirman, Jakarta. Kabarnya ini adalah satu-satunya slider yang berada di dalam mall saat ini. Yang bikin *kling* awalnya adalah gara2 meluncurnya sedalam 7 lantai. Jadi lo main perosotan dari lantai 7 ke lantai dasar.

Pake pad gitu, jadi rada mirip bobsled, tapi arahnya kebawah, bukan ke depan. Eh, kedepan juga siy, tapi curam dan melingker-lingker. Huahahahahaa... Rasanya? Seruuu! Sensasinya? Musti lo rasain sendiri! Gak bisa gue ceritain dengan kata2. Bisa aja siy kalo mau usaha, tapi males. :p

Pengen lagi, tapi kapan ya? Mumpung masih ada 4 kupon gratis. Tapi musti dalam minggu ini juga. Heuh.

07092009, 04:54 pm

I realized that whenever I have the flu, it always makes me feel blue, and in turn it gets me into a contemplative mode. *Sheesh... How deep! Doh!* And that's what I'm, feeling now. Ah well, if asked, I don't even know what I'm contemplating about. But I know that the mode is on. Weird. *Sigh*

This is the time when I want to run away the most. This is the moment for me to be alone and just being blue. This is just the moment to curse at the world.

And now is the time to contemplate the relationship between being contemplative and being angry. And being stupid.

*SIGH*

Just Another Day Full of Fun

Wow! What a day!

Okay, cerita diawali dengan gimana gue begadang gara2 nonton Michael Jackson The Memorial di CNN. Ikutan nangis gue, gara2 si Usher nangis pas mau kelar nyanyi Gone Too Soon. Dia nyentuh pinggir casketnya Jacko, trus suaranya tercekat. Gue ikut terharu. Akhirnya nangis bareng. *Twew, kayak kenal aja lo ma Usher, Ngal!* Anyway, orang2 kulit hitam disana entah kenapa emang jago banget kalo orasi ato ngomong yang membangkitkan semangat atau emosi. Semuanya begitu eloquent and confident and knowing and still sympathetic at the same time.

Yang gue incar jelas performance ato tributenya. Yang paling gue suka adalah Usher waktu nyanyi Gone Too Soon, sama waktu mereka rame2 nyanyi We Are The World. Nah, pas itu gue ikut nangis lagi tu, sambil nyanyi pula. Gak nyangka, ternyata gue ini perasa ya? *Gubrakk!!!* Tapi, yang bener2 bikin gue trenyuh adalah pada saat putrinya Jacko, Paris Katherine Jackson, diminta ngomong sedikit setelah Marlon pidato. Paris cuma bilang, kalo gak salah kata2nya ya mirip2 kayak ginilah, 'Daddy was the best father that I could ever have.' Dia diem sebentar, trus lanjut mengucakan, 'I just wanna say that I love you,' Paris tercekat, '...so much...' Suaranya pecah dan dia langsung berbalik mencari perlindungan ke pelukan Auntie Janet. Gimana mo gak ikut nangis, coba?

Yaah, emang musti diakui kalo Jacko ikut mempersatukan dunia lewat musik. May you rest in peace, brother. Amen.

Tadi pagi bangun jam 8, sarapan, leyeh2, mandi, trus jam 10 gue dan adik gue meluncur ke TPS untuk nyontreng. Enak juga, pas sampe sana udah sepi gitu. Gak ada antrean. Jadi pas sampe, serahin surat nyontreng, baru mo duduk, eh namanya udah langsung dipanggil. Gue ngambil surat suaranya, tipis lipatannya dan kecil, beda banget dibandung sama Pemilu kemaren yang ngeliat foto2 calegnya aja udah bikin pusing buanget, sampe gue ngasal aja nyontrengnya. Hihiy. Kalo yang sekarang mah bener2 cuma ada 3 pasang foto aja. Tanpa ragu gue langsung nyontreng pilihan gue. Lanjutkan! :p


Sekitar jam 2an gue cabut ke salah satu mall di daerah Jakarta Selatan soalnya ada janjian reuni mini dengan beberapa temen SD gue. Reuni ini karena sahabat gue dari Aussie lagi ada di Jakarta dan sayangnya cuma 4 hari aja. Momen yang ada ya pas abis nyontreng ini, karena hari lainnya anak2 lain jelas lagi kerja, dan weekend dia udah keburu balik ke Aussie. Total yang ngumpul ada 8 orang. Justru karena jumlahnya yang gak banyak kita jadi lebih fokus dan intimate. Yang pasti kocak abis. Segala macem cerita2 ancur dan cacat dari masa lalu pada muncul. Seperti reuni pada umumnya deh. Hahaa... Kecuali reuni SMP gue waktu itu yang ajaib. Asli, gue lost banget waktu itu. :p

Kelar reuni, sahabat gue bilang dia pengen liat2 Jakarta. *Gubraak* Kayak turis aja. Jadilah kita meluncur dan cruising along Jakarta main streets. Awalnya siy napak tilas sekolah2 kita dulu yang semuanya terletak di Jakarta Selatan. Gue rasa kode posnya juga sama semua alias masih berada dalam 1 area. Terus lewat CSW, masuk Sudirman, begitu udah lewatin Sahid gue mulai tolol deh. Kok gue juga jadi berasa kayak turis ya? Apa iya gue udah selama itu gak lewat Sudirman. Rasanya tuh gedung jadi banyak yang bentuknya gue gak kenal. Wakakakakakakak... Bidadari Bengal is an alien in her own city! Damn! Anyway, lanjut lurus ke Thamrin, truuus ikutin jalan sampe muterin Monas, balik lagi trus biar nostalgianya lengkap kita habisi hari ini dengan makan malam di Bakmi GM Blok M. *Ups, maap ya nyebut nama, lagian juga dia gak ada saingannya kan?*

Oh well, overall, what we did were simple. But simple things are the ones that make me happy. And to top it all off, I did it all together with my partner in crime since childhood. :D

Yo, we rock, chicas!!

Anjing!

Waktu masih duduk di sekolah dasar, mata pelajaran favorit gue adalah olahraga. Trus pernah pas ambil nilai untuk atletik, kita musti lari keliling blok sekolahan gue. Jadi di luarannya gitu, lewatin 1 blok perumahan lagi. Udah mo sampe finish, capeeeek, banget. Anak2 udah banyak yang mo nyerah, yang penting nyampe finish. Sebagian besar jalan sempoyongan, sisanya masih usaha lari pelan. Tiba-tiba, GUK GUK GUK GRRRHHH GUK GUK GRRRH GUK!!!

ANJING!!!

*no pun intended ;)*

Ada anjing herder gede lari kenceng banget keluar dari salah satu rumah disitu. Gonggongnya kenceng banget, ngejernya niat banget. Jelas aja anak2 semua jadi kenceng lagi larinya. Yang tadinya sempoyongan pun jadi kuat lari lagi. Dan gue yang nomor 2 masuk finish!! Kyaa! Untungnya sih dia rada jauh di belakang kita, dan pintu sekolah juga udah deket. Kalo gak mah, gak kebayang ada berapa celana yang robek bagian pantatnya. Heuhh...

*Yakin cuma celana doang? Gak skalian pantatnya?*

07072009, 09.49 pm

Gone out since midday, just got back at 7.30 pm. And still had no lunch. Verrry hungry...

Update:
2 hours later, ditraktir makan pecel ayam. Alhamdulillah. Gleerrrgh...
And now it's time to get back to work, then see if it's still possible for me to go after my friends in PV or wherever they are. Nighty night...

Blurry - Puddle of Mudd

Everything's so blurry, and everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty, and everything is so messed up
Pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone, you could be my scene
You know that, I'll protect you from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing, imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us, but that's not very far

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When you shoved it in my face

Everyone is changing, there's no-one left that's real
To make up your own ending
And let me know just how you feel
'Cause I am lost without you, I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

Oh, nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you where to run away
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you where to runaway

You take it all
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave
This pain you gave

07062009, 02:17 pm

The sore throat has developed into a full force flu. Sneezing, coughing, blowing snot outta my nose, migraine, and bleary eyes. And now I'm starting to feel faint. Daamn! I need to work now, gimme some strength, dear Lord. Better yet, please please make me healthy again today. Amen...

Six hundred friends in my FB network, and not even a handful reside in Serpong? Wow... Talk about residential dispersion. *Twew, apa pula itu?* Ah well, still trying, though.

Currently, I'm downloading songs by my favorite female musicians. Songs I haven't heard for in a long time. I found them at last. Cihuuuy... Paula Cole and Tori Amos, beautiful voices and melody... You gals, rule!

07032009, 08:55 pm

Dari semalem tenggorokan gue udah mulai gatel. Mana gue pulang jam 2 pagi pula gara2 ada proposal yang urgen musti kelar semalem. Padahal gue udah siap pulang dari jam 6 tuh, udah pake jaket ama bawa tas, eh ketanglep ama si bos. Sialan. Gak apa2 juga siy, tapi hasilnya sekarang tenggorokan gue rasanya parah banget. Hiks...

Hari ini dari siang di kantor cuma ada gue, Doyok, and Jay. So I took an instant lunch, swallow an antibiotic and Panadol, then slept it off. I slept for 3 hours, feeling slightly better, but the sore throat is still there. And now I'm drinking hot chocolate. Oh, bliss... :)

Went to PIM to acquire new shoes, but dang! They're all taken. Fuuudge!!! What a perfect day...

07022009. 07:58 pm

Gue udah mau pulang, udah pake jaket, udah bawa tas, tinggal ngesot ke depan, eh si bos nelpon bilang mo miting. Huaaaaaaa... Bye bye PIM. Cancel dulu deh shopping malem ini. *Jaah, lebay. Cuman mo beli sepatu doang juga!*

Ayo dong, bos, cepetan balik ke kantor. Tenggorokan gue juga udah mulai gak enak nih. Ntar musti beli susu cap beruang sama vitamin C dosis tinggi niy. Mudah-mudahan dibeliin martabak keju. Lagi pengen. Hihihi. Ato gak, Burger King juga gak apa2. *Wishing on a star*

Anyway, surely Agustus bakal jadi bulan yang gila. Hectic deh. Denger-denger malah katanya bakal ada 2 event di lokasi berbeda di waktu yang sama. Pingsan deh. Gak apa2, asal ada duitnya. Asal bukan proyek amal. Amin.

Hadoooooh... First day of period. Damn uncomfortable!

Body Shop

This week, Body Shop products are on sale. I've been using their products since I was a kid. I remember the first thing I bought was a basket containing a soap bar, body spray, towelette, and a fragrance thing to be put in the closet. And it was the signature White Musk. I'll never get tired of that aroma. I have used so many fragrances, but White Musk is always there on my toilet. Other variants from Body Shop that I like are Cassis Rose and Moon Flower. But dang... They discontinued Moon Flower. Jerk! Padahal gue suka bangeeet!!! Hiks...

Jadi, minggu lalu gue beli body mist deh, mumpung lagi sale. Gue bali yang White Musk ama Cassis Rose. Trus kakak ipar gue minta tolong dibeliin juga, jadi gue beli Cassis Rose n Aqua Lily. Ternyata dia gak suka Aqua Lily, jadi untung di gue deh. Xixixixi... Thank you, sista...

Uuuh... Mulai bingung mau nulis apa. Gak jelas deh. Anyway, ini bukan iklan Body Shop yak. Gue gak menerima sepeser pun dari Body Shop. Cuma cerita gue tentang Body Shop aja. Hahaa...

Siang Gak Jelas

YM-an lagi ma Batman. Cihiiiy! Pagi ini dia nongkrong di warung. Katanya biar gak kalah sama penyakit. Bantai aja main ke warung. Bagus, yang. Ntar juga sembuh kalo udah dibiasain kena udara luar lagi. Amiiin...

Kalo gak ada event jadi mati gaya deh. Anak2 keluar gilanya. Gue sama CrewCut chatting YM berdua, asli tanpa kata2. Cuman perang emoticon doang. Ancur banget d pokoknya. Wkwkwkwkwkwkwk... Dari jam 10 pagi sampe jam 12 asli cuman emoticon doang. Full semua emoticon mpe yang hidden pun keluar. Hebat gak? *Bangga mode on*

Aduh, parah banget siy siang ini? Heuhh...