YA YA YA - Gigi

Akulah sempurna akulah idaman
Aku yang kau cari aku yang penuhi
Kau tahu semua itu
Kau pun tak merasakannya
Kau pun tak mengakuinya
Terima saja terima

Menunggu itu bosan
Bosan yang memusingkanku
Coba saja kau merasakan
Terima saja terima

reff:
Apa sih yang kau tunggu
Apa sih yang kau mau
Langsung saja
Coba katakan ya 2x
Coba katakan kau setuju
Kau pikir aku santai
Kau pikir aku sabar
Langsung saja
Coba katakan ya 3x

Fuck You, Alv!!

Berantem lagi sama si tai satu itu. Gue gak usah ceritain apa penyebabnya. Kepanjangan ntar dan malah bikin gue tambah emosi. Yah, gue cuma bisa bilang, kalo lo gk mau digituin, ya tolonglah lepasin gue. Kenapa lo jadiin gue sandera lo, tai!! Di depan McD PI dia nyamber handphone gue sampe jatuh dan bubar handset dan baterenya. Gue cuma nemu baterenya, trus dia ambil handsetnya dan dibawa lari pake motornya. Gue kejer dia pake taxi sampe Simatupang. Dia udah nunggu disitu. Dia mau liat isi SMS dari Batman. Hei, siapa lo?? Apa yang bikin lo punya hak ngutak-atik barang pribadi gue, privacy gue? Mau gue salah ato gak, lo juga gak punya etiket, bangsat!! Gak menghargai milik orang lain, dengan cueknya ngerusak barang orang juga kalo udah emosi. Trus udah itu cuma bilang, 'ya lo yang bikin gue gitu...' Yassalaam... Beneran nih orang musti dimutilasi dan diblender trus dibuang ke kawah. Hyena aja gak sudi kali makan bangke lo, njing...

Dia umpetin hape gue, dan kita berantem lagi. Tercetus disitu ucapan dia, 'Lo mau kalo si Li'l Bangbag masuk rumah sakit dan gak bakal keluar lagi? Lo mau bapaknya juga gue bikin masuk rumah sakit?' Gue bisa ngomong apa kalo gitu? Gue tawarin nyawa gue buat gantiin, dia bilang kalo gue mati dia juga ikut mati. Salah gue dari awal memang, kenapa bisa sampe jadian sama dia. Sekarang dia salahin gue untuk semuanya dan gue yang harus nanggung risikonya. Laki-laki macem apa lo? Tai kuda juga lebih punya tanggung jawab daripada lo kali! Gak punya kendali diri. Gak mau disakiti tapi juga gak mau lepas gue. Dan gue udah terjebak disini karena gue juga pengecut, gak mau melibatkan orang lain dan minta bantuan kakak gue ato siapa gitu untuk hal ini. Gue gak mau mereka tambah malu dan kecewa sama gue. Tapi diluar itu, mana ada cowok normal yang maksa cewek untuk bertanggung jawab atas keputusan yang dia ambil? 

Dan ditengah perkelahian itu, dia lempar hape gue ke jalan tol!! Dari jalur luar Simatupang sampe mendarat di tengah jalan tol yang posisinya dibawah gitu!! Dan katanya karena gue dia lakuin itu! Hello? Tsk tsk tsk... Speechless deh gue. Gue nyebrang dan manjat pager pembatas tol, berharap semoga hape itu masih mendarat diatas, ditengah rumput gitu, gak sampe jatuh kebawah, ke jalan. Tapi gak ketemu. Gak heran juga siy. Waktu mendarat kedengaran bunyi 'praaakk' gitu kok. Ancurlah sudah hape baru dari kakak gue, gara2 dia cemburu sama Batman. Padahal dia gak punya hak untuk cemburu. Gue gak menganggap dia sebagai cowok gue, gue cuma terpaksa kan karena dia ngancem untuk lukain keluarga gue.

One thing led to another, akhirnya dia anterin gue masuk ke pintu tol, dan gue minta ijin untuk cari hape gue, nyusurin tol situ, mumpung sepi. Jam 3 pagi gitu gue jalan kaki di tol Simatupang cuuuy!! Keren gak? Dan Alv gak sengaja nginjek tu hape, yang teryata masih intact, gak pecah, cuman bocel2 aja sisi2nya. Dan dia masukin kantong dia lagi. Ngamuk lagi pas gue minta. 

Aduh, gue cape deh kalo musti ceritain semua kejadian semalem. Pokoknya, si tai itu ngamuk sepanjang jalan, with his holier than thou words, dan baca semua SMS dari Batman, dan ngamuk lagi, dan ngancem gue lagi, malah ditambah mau nekat dateng ke kantor gue dan ngobrak-abrik ni tempat sekalian nyari Batman. Lengkap deh udah penjara gue. Tapi gue gak mau mati ah. Cuma gini aja kok, cemen... Gue mungkin pengecut karena gak mau ngomong dan minta bantuan sama orang, tapi dia lebih pengecut karena ngumpet di belakang ancaman kekerasannya. Liat aja, gue gak bakal kalah. Gue cuma berharap gak ada orang lain yang terluka karena hal ini. Cukup gue yang ancur, dan gue yakin ntar gue bisa bangkit lagi. One day it will be over. And if I died in the process, it wouldn't be by my own hands.

Dan lo, Alv, pegang janji lo untuk lepasin gue. Gue akan coba bersandiwara sayang sama lo, karena gue menjaga nyawa orang-orang di sekitar gue. Gue jago banget bohong. Bohongin diri gue sendiri aja gue bisa, apalagi bohongin lo, njing!! Hahahahahhh...

Gue penasaran juga, kalo dibawa ke psikiatris, apa ya nama penyakit jiwa yang lo idap itu? Moga2 gak menular. Mendingan kena flu babi aja, dah! Sama2 najis inilah sama lo, njing... :D

PS: Untuk siapa pun yang baca posting ini, kenal ato gak sama gue, kalo kiranya tau apa nama penyakit jiwa si Alv, boleh ya kasih tau gue. Diketik di bagian comment aja. Thanks banget, guys... Peace to you, all. 

And fuck you, Alv!! 

Bandoleros - Don Omar (Video)

BANDOLEROS - Don Omar

Another song I like. I don't understand the language, I don't know the meaning of the lyrics. But I like this song for years now. Don Omar, you rule!! Okay, here's the lyric:

BANDOLEROS - Don Omar

feat. Tego Calderon

Pura Crema De Tego Y Don Omar

Yo! , Tego Calderon , Don Omar , Los Bandoleros

[Don Omar:]

Aunque Digan Que Soy

Un Bandolero Donde Voy

Le Doy Gracias A Dios

Por Hoy Estar Donde Estoy

Y Voy A Seguir Con Mi Tumbao

Y Con Mi Ojos Colorao

Con Mis Gatos Activao

Ustedes To Me Lo Han Dao

Oye, a mi me importa poco lo que se diga de mi 

William Landrón y yo somos socios de la avenida 

Soy bandolero como el Mister Politiquero 

Que se robo to' el dinero y lo postularon de nuevo 

(Como si na'!) Si fuera Calde' o Don Omar 

Nos daban conspiración, la llave bota' 

Y yo no soy ejemplo, mi respeto a Tempo 

Su único delito fue tener talento 

Que tú quieres que yo escriba, guasimillas, mentiras 

Se que el DEA. me tiene en la mira (Yo se!) 

Yo estoy claro-claro, mis impuestos pago 

Critican si trabajo, critican si soy vago 

Y hago el primero, y me tratan de segunda 

Así nenas les encanta como el negro zumba 

Yo soy tu cuco, tengo el trabuco 

Conocido mundialmente como el maluco 

Aunque digan que soy 

Un bandolero donde voy 

Le doy gracias a Dios 

Por hoy estar donde estoy 

Y vo'a seguir con mi tumbao' 

Y con mis ojos colorao' 

Con mis gatos activao 

Ustedes to' me lo han dao 

Mira, diablo, que chereo 

Me cogi un caso y apuntaron el dedo 

Ya no era el rey del perreo 

Ahora era tecato y otro posible reo 

Que me metieran preso to's dijeron 

Mal los veo, yo no les creo 

A sus sistema de reformación ingrato 

A mi me arrestaron dos puercos por pasar el rato 

Y yo aquí pichando, aguantando, callando 

Si nadie es perfecto, de que me están juzgando 

De hacer con mi vida lo que cualquiera puede 

Vivir como quiere, tener sus placeres 

Mi gente, yo no soy distinto a ustedes 

Y hoy en día soy cantante porque ustedes quieren 

Me dieron la primera plana 

"Cogen Rapero Con Marijuana, Pistolas, y Cosas Raras" 

Solo quedare en su mente clara 

Cuando crezcan donde yo crecí 

Se críen donde me criaba 

Diablo, me duele tanta baba 

Duele tanta baba... 

El no juzgarme se les agradece 

El beneficio de la duda cualquiera merece 

(Tío, el no juzgarnos se les agradece!) 

(El beneficio de la duda cualquiera merece!) 

Aunque digan que soy 

Un bandolero donde voy 

Le doy gracias a Dios 

Por hoy estar donde estoy 

Y vo'a seguir con mi tumbao' 

Y con mis ojos colorao' 

Con mis gatos activao 

Ustedes to' me lo han dao 

Oye, a la gente le encanta sacar pellejo 

Unos por profesión, otros por bochincheros 

Dale a la sin-hueso, so chicharronero 

Haciendo dinero con el sufrimiento ajeno 

Yo no soy un santo pero estoy en clave 

Estoy pagando to' mis maldades 

Y estoy aquí tirando pa' alante 

Como quiera que lo pongas hago menos mal que antes 

A ti lo que te jode es que te mataste 

Trataste, te superaste, pero te olvidaste 

Que el Papáupa esta mirándonos de arriba 

El único que juzga, el único que no discrimina 

Y yo no visto Armani ni Von Dutch 

De calle y callejón, el bandido Calderón 

El no juzgarnos se les agradece 

El beneficio de la duda cualquiera merece 

Aunque digan que soy 

Un bandolero donde voy 

Le doy gracias a Dios 

Por hoy estar donde estoy 

Y vo'a seguir con mi tumbao' 

Y con mis ojos colorao' 

Con mis gatos activao 

Ustedes to' me lo han dao 

Y aunque digan que soy 

Un bandolero donde voy 

Le doy gracias a Dios 

Por hoy estar donde estoy 

Y vo'a seguir con mi tumbao' 

Y con mis ojos colorao' 

Con mis gatos activao 

Ustedes to' me lo han dao 

Ecko! 

The Lab! 

"Los Bandoleros"! 

Tego Calderón! 

Diesel! 

Ponle pila a esto! 

Don Omar, y Tego Calderón! 

Haciendo historia en la música! 

"Los Bandoleros"! 

Ecko! 

leros"! 

Ecko!

Otak Begoooo!!!

Otaknya musti dikocok... Udah kelamaan gak dipake, jadinya mengeras dan buntu. Huh... Kok makin lama gue bukannya tambah pinter tapi malah makin goblok aja siy? Hiks...

Really need to shake this barely useful brain of mine or have a new one transplanted. Soon. I need to be able to think again like I used to, very soon. Preferably from right this instant. Dammit!! Stupid old brain. Is it the true form of brain damage?

04262009, 11:55 pm

Hari ini bawa pulang Li'l Bangbag dari rumah sakit. Seneng banget gue. Dia udah bisa diajak ketawa. Pas jarum infusnya dicabut, langsung deh merdeka banget kayaknya. Bebas, euuy... Mau ngapain aja cuek, mau tangannya ngalor ngidul juga gak perlu takut belibet sama selang infusnya. Hihiiy... I missed having fun with you, kid.

Pengen krimbat, eeeh, pas gue kelar mandi malah ujan. Apa ujan gara-gara gue mandi yak? Kampret... Yo wislah, gue juga ngantuk banget. Semalem nginep di rumah sakit tapi gak bisa tidur enak juga. Ya iyalaaah. Di rumah sakit gitu. Anyway, baru merem sebentar siy kayaknya, tau-tau ada SMS masuk. Dari Batman: 'jln aja yuk'.

Gue: ayo aja. mo kemana, pret?

Batman: Kemana aja lah. mati gaya gw drmh.

Gue: siaap... kasih tau aja ya kalo udah mo nyampe..

Batman: yoi. ni gw ud jln.

Untung gue udah mandi!! Langsung gue siap-siap. Cuci muka, dll. Eh, maknyak minta tolong gue angkat jemuran dulu. Gak lama, Batman SMS lagi ngasih tau dia udah mo sampe. Gue langsung buru-buru kelarin tugas dadakan dari maknyak, pamit, langsung deh cabut.

Bingung juga kita mau kemana. Masih sore juga. Jalan pelan-pelan banget, nikmatin udara ama pemandangan  sore yang jarang banget gue temuin. Secara jam segitu gue biasanya lagi di depan komputer. Akhirnya kita ke Dunkin Donuts untuk nunggu gelap. Dia gak nyaman juga kalo jalan gitu diluar pas masih terang. Kayak vampir aja. Hahaa... Duduk-duduk sambil ngopi dan ngerokok. Dia cerita lagi tentang masa-masa sekolahnya. Emang onar banget deh. Ampun. Sekitar sejam kita disana, trus dia nanya gue mau kemana lagi. 

Gue: Lo bukan anak mall siy ya?...

Batman: Gila lo. Ngapain juga gue ke mall?

Gue: At least nonton kek. 

Batman: Halah. Ntar gue jadi yang paling tua disana. Males ah...

Gue: Gak lah. Ge er banget siy lo? 

Batman: Eh, tapi gpp juga kali ya? Bingung gue mau kemana.

Gue: Asiiik. Gue coba telpon ya, tanya jadwal filmnya.

Akhirnya jadilah kita nonton Fast n Furious 4. Karena filmnya jam 7, sementara saat itu udah jam 6.30, langsung kita berangkat. Cuma 15 menit udah sampe, trus parkir dan antri beli tiket. Almost full, jadi dapet tempat duduknya yang di pinggir tengah. Lumayanlah. Lucu banget, nonton sambil pegangan tangan. Jaaaah... Kayak orang pacaran beneran gitu. Kalo inget jadi pengen ngakak deh gue. But I liked it anyway. :p

Filmnya emang seru, keren. Udah gak kepikiran untuk buat film sendiri disitu. *Ngerti gak siy maksudnya?*. Kelar nonton kita pergi makan bubur ayam. Disitu baru dia ngaku kalo dia udah tau suatu story tentang keluarga gue. Ternyata orang sekantor tau, si Boss Man sendiri yang cerita ke mereka. Halahh, dasar ember lu, oom... Ngobrol sampe tempatnya mau tutup, trus jalan balik ke rumah gue. Ehehe, nemu tempat ngumpet baru di kompleks gue. Cihuuuuy... 

Begitu matiin mesin motor, Batman langsung balik arah duduknya dan peluk gue lama. Yassalaaam... Hiks... So sweet siy lo, pret?? Ada sejam lebih kali kita berduaan di tempat gelap itu. Just kissing and a little petting. Kalo dipikir-pikir, kita niy rada gak inget umur ya? :p . Tapi gue sempet ngomong ke dia, 'Gue kirain lo udah gak mau lagi nerusin HTS-nya.' Dan lo tau gak dia jawab apa? Katanya dia gak bisa melakukan hal yang kita lakukan ini sama sembarang cewek. 'Gue bukan pecun lanang, Bengal. Gue musti ada perasaan dan pake hati juga dalam hal ini. Gue gak ngertilah, apa itu cinta. Tapi pokoknya pake hati. Jujur tadinya gue emang gak mau nerusin ini semua. Gue terlalu kecewa. Kenapa gue bisa monogami (biarpun dalam hubungan gak jelas gini) tapi orang lain pada gak bisa? Tapi emang gue butuh lo, gue coba lebih fleksibel aja.' 

Lega juga gue dengernya. Gue kepengen cepet-cepet lepas dari Alv. Gue kepengen fair ke Batman. Alv, please let me go, now. Please...

04252009, 05:15 pm

I was home alone all night. The others were at the hospital because Li'l Bangbag had been hospitalized. I planned to stay the night there then. Anyways, When I woke up, there was an SMS from Batman asking me what my plan was for the day. I told him I only needed to go to the hospital. He needs somewhere to go, he wanted to skip work that day. It's weekend, so I asked him to come to my place. There were 2 half-day servants at the house. I guess it was safe for him to come.

He came at about 11 am. At first, it was awkward. Well, I felt awkward. I couldn't be sure if he came purely as a friend, or if he wanted more. We sat at the sofa in the frontroom. Talking about nothing. I couldn't remember what it was. Suddenly he moved closer and kissed me. Oh, bliss... After a while, we pulled apart and just sat holding each other. We rocked back and forth, just enjoying our presence. Then we moved to the TV room and watched some TV programs. All the while we kissed and stuff. *Hot stuff, :D*. After lunch, the servants went home. Alone at last!! But because we didn't have much time as I had to go to the hospital, it was only a quickie. In my room. Yihaaaa... We did it again!! 

It was great. He looked dazed afterward. And we both ruin our shirts because his, uh, liquid was spent, oh well. It's not important. Hehee... I cleaned him, and told him to stay on my bed while I took a bath. By the way, when we did it, the curtain was open, hihiy. *Paraaah...*

I got ready to go, then we kissed and kissed and kissed, then he went home. What a weird day. And to think of those adrenaline rush... Wow...

Morning Call

He woke me up at 6 in the morning then talked without a pause until about 7. He said he couldn't sleep all night. I tried to call him last night, but none of his cellphones were on. I saw how he was distracted yesterday. We all worked hard, especially him. When we all finished, everyone else were ready to go home while Batman and I waited for Bos Noy to finish. Batman looked so tired, mentally tired. So it had been apparent for the last few days, plus how he found out about Alv, it all amounted to his condition yesterday. And he badly needed to talk, so he called me.

He told me everything, what's on his mind, what's pissing him off, what happened at the club when he went there with our 2 bosses, how he's sad about his mother, etc. All I did was listening to him, but he seemed much better afterward. Have a nice day, Batman.

:)

Weird, That's What He Is

Weird how he is still texting me like the way he used to before the shit hit the fan. I understand why he calls me in the middle of the night to rant at me. But why he would keep me in his circle, I just don't get it. But at the very least he's still with me in a way. Just plain friend now, no strings attached, and even closer than to his guy friends. :)

The End of Bengal & Batman (Again)

Semalem, Batman pinjem hp gue dengan alasan mau transfer lagu. Ternyata dia juga buka folder inbox sms gue. Dia bacalah sms2 dari Alv, yang bilang 'i love you', 'sayang', dll. Padahal itu cuma dari sisi Alv doang. Dia gak liat sms2 gue ke Alv yang udah datar, terpaksa, dan tanpa perasaan. Batman memang berulang kali bilang dia adalah orang yang monogamis, entah itu dalam hubungan yang serius ataupun yang model ngampret kayak gue dan dia. Even dalam bersahabat pun dia monogamis. Sementara bagi gue, gue udah gak merasa punya hubungan dengan Alv. Gue jalan sama dia cuma karena terpaksa, karena ancamannya untuk menyakiti keluarga gue kalo gue tinggalin dia.Gue gak fair ke Batman, Alv gak fair ke gue, mungkin diantara semuanya cuma Batman yang keluar sebagai orang bener. Biarpun dia juga gak bener2 banget. Heuh.

Gak tau gimana mau ceritainnya. Gue tau gue yang salah, tapi gue juga butuh dia untuk denger kenapa bisa sampe gitu. Fine, gue ngerti dia emosi. Gue cuma usaha untuk sabar dan nunggu sampe he would listen to reasons. And when this shit happened, I realized that I don't want to lose him. Moreover, I don't want him hurt. I love him. How shitty is that? Me? In love? With Batman? How did this happen, oh Lord??? Is it love or guilty conscience? I swear, I don't need this complication now!

Sweet Sick Guy

Aww, a flash date yesterday. ;) Batman has been ill since last weekend. We've been texting the whole 2 nights, even when I was karaokeing with the gals. He called me, talking as if we're really going out. Now I know why, that's because his temperature was way high. Ahahahahahaa... Lo lagi butuh perhatian banget ya, pret? :p

And he's still not feeling good today. He asked me to go out for a while and grab some dinner near the office. I was a bit under the weather too. We had some porridge. And some light conversation. Damn, I miss him again. 

Right, now I sound like a chick in love. Nooooo...

Song For A Friend - Jason Mraz

Well you're magic he said
But don't let it all go to your head
Well I bet if you all had it all figured out
Then you'd never get out of bed
No doubt
All the thing's that I've read what he wrote me
Is now sounding like the man I was hoping 
To be
Keep on keeping it real
Cause it keeps getting easier indeed
He's the reason that I'm laughing 
Even if there's no one else
He said, you've got to love yourself

You say, you shouldn't mumble when you speak
But keep your tongue up in your cheek
And if you stumble on to
You better remember that it's humble that you seek
You got all the skill you need,
Individuality
You got something
Call it gumption 
Call it anything you want
Because when you play the fool now
You're only fooling everyone else
You're learning to love yourself

Yes you are

There's no price to pay
When you give and what you take,
That's why it's easy to thank you
You...

Let's say take a break from the day
And get back to the old garage
Because life's too short anyway
But at least it's better then average
As long as you got me
And I got you
You know we'll got a lot to go around
I'll be your friend
Your other brother
Another love to come and comfort you
And I'll keep reminding
If it's the only thing I ever do
I will always love
I will always love you
Yes you
I will always, always, always, always love
I will always, always love
I will always, always love, love

This Monday

I don't hate Monday. Well, at least this Monday. I started the day perkily. Jeez, that sounds just like those blond pink clones, eh? Eww... Yeah, well, so far nothing frustrating. All good. Hope it'll last. Amen...

Stay Strong, My Friend...

Something unfortunate happened to someone he loves. He’s in pain. He’s desperate. He’s alone. He told me not to tell anyone else. So I won’t tell what it was all about, but I just wanna share something what’s been happening between us.

Remember when I told about our fight? It only lasted until Sunday night. I wanted to get out of the house, but Menik and Kucil were unavailable. No way I would spend it with Alv. So, in the hope that he would relent, I texted him asking to meet. I didn’t care for whatever, I just wanted someone to be with. At first he kept refusing, sok jual mahal dah… I decided to go home, I remembered I was at Ohlala, and it was closing time too. When I told him I was going home, he instantly answered and asked me to wait for him. Jaaah… Dari tadi aja kenapa, cuy??? So I waited for him in front of Poins. A young guy chatted me up. He was a college student from Bandung. So we talked until Batman arrived. Believe it or not, he asked me what major I was and which university I was in. Aww… Did I look that young? How sweet… Xixixixixi…

When Batman arrived, I said goodbye. Then we go to have dinner at the Colonel’s place, it was also to waste time. We wanted to get home after midnite. As usual, he talked a lot about his life. And how he resented Doyok. He wanted to give him a lesson. So much complications in their life. I didn’t give him any solutions, and he didn’t ask me to. It was like a new start in our relationship. *What relationship??* Anyways, we went to saung after that, and the rest was history.

Lately, he seemed stressed out. His words and attitude was also kinda fatalistic. But his acts seemed sweeter when we’re alone. Strange. He also seemed into holding hands now. Aww… :p

I don’t know what else to say. He needs someone. I’m here. I’m just hoping that he would not be emotionally dependent on me like Alv. Amen. Heck, I don’t mean to sound arrogant, but I’ve been getting my cues lately. I hope I’m wrong. Again, amen…

And about that one you love, stay strong, man.

LETTING THE CABLES SLEEP - Bush

The first time I heard the song was from my Cafe Del Mar albums collection. The Bush original was different from this version, obviously. But I like this one way better. I took the video posted by kalle30 in Youtube. Here it is.

And the lyrics:

LETTING THE CABLES SLEEP - Bush

You in the dark

You in the pain

You on the run

Living a hell

Living your ghost

Living your end

Never seem to get in the place that i belong

Don't wanna lose the time

Lose the time to come

Whatever you say it's alright

Whatever you do it's all good

Whatever you say it's alright

Silence is not the way

We need to talk about it

If heaven is on the way

If heaven is on the way

You in the sea

On a decline

Breaking the waves

Watching the lights go down

Letting the cables sleep

Whatever you say it's alright

Whatever you do it's all good

Whatever you say it's alright

Silence is not the way

We need to talk about it

If heaven is on the way

We'll wrap the world around it

If heaven is on the way

If heaven is on the way

I'm a stranger in this town

I'm a stranger in this town

If heaven is on the way

If heaven is on the way

I'm a stranger in this town

I'm a stranger in this town

04162009, 07:02 pm

Nothing special happened today. Doesn't feel like writing. Sorry...

Knowing

Last week I watched the movie Knowing, starred by Nicholas Cage and Rose Byrne. It was thrilling from the beginning, keeping us glued to the seats. My right arm's blood circulation was cut by Kunti's grip. I could feel Menik tensed on my left side every time there's a scary scene. I didn't know whether it was a horror flick or a thriller or what. The idea was quite good. A whole page of mysterious numbers which when at last were encoded were of dates and coordinates of disasters. A girl hears whispering (of aliens) and she wrote those codes on a piece of paper which then was kept on a capsule, to be opened 50 years later. She was like a schizophrenic, sometimes catatonic, a little scary sometimes, scratching her nails on  the surface of a door to carve those numbers. 

Fifty years later, the capsule was opened, and there's this kid who got her paper fully written with numbers. By coincidence or not, he also could hear whisperings. When they got too loud, he just took off his hearing-aid. His dad was a lecturer in MIT. He had lost his wife in a fire, and took solace in alcohol. One thing led to another, he then tried to decode those numbers, and found out that those were dates of disasters that had happened in the last 50 years plus the numbers of victims died in those disasters. And when he realized that one of those dates were of his wife's death, he got angry, thinking if someone had decoded those numbers way earlier, those disasters would have been able to be prevented. *Jaaah, panjang amat kalimatnya ye?*

So it went that he tried to save the word. Or solve the mystery around it and what happened to his son. Anyways, couldn't save anyone from the end of the world. And his son and the granddaughter of said girl who wrote those numbers were the only ones who will be safe. They were taken by space ship and taken to another planet. The last scene were of them in a beautiful field, only the two of them, and then zoomed on a tree. And it made us think about that scene of Adam and Eve and the Tree. It's like the beginning of life. Life is a circle, and they were back to the starting point. 

It may be cool at the start, but I just didn't like the ending much. Too weird for me. Plain weird. The combination of aliens, whispering, action, then recycle of Adam and Eve were just weird. Period. But at least it was still thrilling. Seven points overall. Three points for the ending.

Gays at That Spot

Accompanied Frigie to our client's office. We had to wait for almost 2 hours for him to finish meeting. Meanwhile, we ate at the food court to paa the time. When the business was done, we went by bus to bus to Blok M, then took a walk to a Starbucks nearby.

I ordered an Iced Tea Lemonade and Frigie had a Tropical Juice. We sat in our usual spot. It let us observe the whole place, so whenever something weird or funny or whatever happens, we can watch it. Hahahaaa... The first moment for today was when the bald guy who had been sitting at the right front corner of us was turning off his notebook. My eyes almost popped out of their sockets. Guess what? His wallpaper was of squares with pictures of RED hearts and written all over them were: "I LOVE MY PENIS."
:O(&!^&^#%$#@!$(!#^#@!!(@&!$#^&@$!!
I'm not sure whether he's a narcissistic person, or just a plain gay gigolo. Aaaarrrgh... And then, before he went away, he sprayed his perfume all over his body, right in front of us all. Uh, I didn't really see it, but from his movement, I'd guess he sprayed it over his crotch area also. Jeezz...

If he loved his penis, does that mean that he gave himself a blowjob? How? *Jaaaahhh... Yang aneh lo ato die siy, cuy? Pertanyaan yang aneh...* Anyways, this sure is a weird enough day. Because, after he went out, in came 2 guys. Metrosexual type, clean and well-groomed, clearly they were creative workers. And gays too. What's up with gays and that particular spot? The last time I was here, there was this guy sitting at that spot too. And he looked, well, gay.

Honestly, I have no problems with gays. I respect them. Well, there is a problem: the greatlooking and eligible males who are gays. Ngurangin jatah para cewek jomblo aja dah. Udah rasio cewek:cowok tuh 1:3, eh masih pula dikurangin sama jumlah gay. Daaaamn!!! Kejamnya dunia... Lohh, kok jadi judul program salah satu TV swasta yak? But still, peace to you, brothers and sisters...

Let's Drool...

Here are the guys that make me drool... I know it's about taste, but if you disagree with me, I gotta say that you must be blind or lesbians... No offense intended to the blinds and lesbians, though...

Daniel Craig. Aww, Daniel Craig. I wanna eat you, baby...


Robert Buckley. He is delicious!!! Well, okay, so it's not him that I'm horny with, but Kirby Atwood. If you watch the first season of Lipstick Jungle, then you know what I'm talking about...


Wentworth Miller. A perfect specimen of a convict. Ehehehee...


Paolo Maldini. My hero... My prince... Because of him, I became a soccer buff. I became a Milanisti. I'd marry him anytime. ;)


Jonathan Rhys-Meyers. Kalo lo tanya 'kenapa?', berarti lo buta!!!


Johnny Depp. Aww, Kang Dedep... Akyu padamyuuu... Dari gue masih SD sampe sekarang gue masih teteup cinta dah ame die...


Clive Owen... Need I say more?


Yang ini Marat Safin neh. Sejak pertama liat dia gue langsung nafsu. Halahh... Petenis yang satu ini emang antik deh.


Aiiiih... kok gue mendadak laper yak??

MELEPASMU - Drive

Bulan ini udah banyak bolongnya. Padahal gue pengennya tiap hari ada 1 posting, heuh. Gue lagi doyan banget sama 1 lagu ini, theme song proyek gue sama Bos Doy. Sama isi hati Alv ke gue. Dia sendiri loh yang bilang kalo ini lagu bener-bener dia banget. Euh... Ih, norak banget yak gue?? Cuek dah, masalah selera... Lagian kalo Alv gak bilang juga gue gak bakal perhatiin makna liriknya. Wekekekekek...

MELEPASMU - Drive

tak mungkin menyalahkan waktu
tak mungkin menyalahkan keadaan
kau datang di saat ku membutuhkanmu
dari masalah hidupku bersamanya

reff:
semakin ku menyayangimu
semakin ku harus melepasmu dari hidupku
tak ingin lukai hatimu lebih dari ini
kita tak mungkin trus bersama

satu saat nanti kau kan dapatkan
seorang yang akan dampingi hidupmu
biarkan ini menjadi kenangan
dua hati yang tak pernah menyatu

repeat reff

maafkan aku yang membiarkanmu
masuk ke dalam hidupku ini
maafkan aku yang harus melepasmu
walau ku tak ingin

repeat reff

Mayan dalem gak siy? Ihiks...

Need New Brand Strategy for Bidadari Bengal?

Kemaren abis dapet pencerahan. Dari 4 orang kakak gue. Mereka adalah orang-orang yang dititipin gue oleh bokap dan nyokap sebelum mereka meninggal. Kalo istilah mereka, bokap nyokap meninggalkan benda warisan pada meruka berupa seorang Bidadari Bengal. Nah, masalahnya, warisan yang mereka terima ini ternyata bener-bener jadi pikiran untuk mereka.

Gak tau si Bidadari Bengal ini musti diapain, tapi brief yang diterima adalah supaya benda warisan ini dipoles sehingga menjadi produk maha unggul dan high class, tapi tidak high maintenance. Berbagai daya upaya tampaknya telah dilakukan, namun aneh bin ajaib, belum ketemu cara yang tepat untuk mencapai tujuan tadi. Brief sudah jelas, design sudah dibuat, gak cuma oleh 1 designer tapi banyak yang sudah diorder untuk mengolah kembali brief yang diberikan. Sudah dimodifikasi pula, tapi kok ratingnya, eh salesnya gak naik juga ya?

Akhirnya kemarin terlaksana meeting mengenai produk ajaib yang memiliki brand Bidadari Bengal ini. Mulai dari Account Director, Client Service, Senior Art Director, sampai Designernya semua pada ikut. Mencoba menelaah apa yang salah dari produk itu. Apakah produknya, apakah target marketnya, apakah designnya yang belum sesuai brief, atau ada hal-hal lain yang tidak diketahui sebelumnya. Hasil dari meeting tersebut adalaaah:

1. Gak ada masalah sama brief
2. Masalah ada di produk Bidadari Bengal
3. Musti buat proses baru untuk penyempurnaan produk tersebut
4. Musti buat target yang tepat, dari sisi pemasaran maupun penjualan
5. Target audience dan market mustinya yang lebih upmarket, karena sayangnya maintenance fee produk tersebut cukup besar
6. Produk Bidadari Bengal disertai dengan beberapa benefit, namun hanya dapat digunakan apabila berada di tangan yang tepat
7. Jika berada di tangan yang salah, produk ini dapat menghancurkan pemiliknya, company yang memproduksinya, dan kemudian otomatis akan self-destruct
8. Harus dicari strategi marketing yang tepat, yang secara total akan meliputi semua aspek, mulai dari pengembangan produk, riset produk dan marketing, hingga akuisisi oleh konsumen dan juga maintenance-nya sehingga brand Bidadari Bengal memiliki brand value yang tinggi dan abadi

Mampus gak tuh? Ini sih udah kayak overhaul mesin. Malah bisa jadi nanti musti merakit ulang produk Bidadari Bengal. It will take time, but for a better result, why not? Only need to remember that there are other factors that will affect the strategy that will be applied for this brand. Deadline is gonna be a problem too. The company wants to launch the product as soon as possible otherwise they will need to borne the maintenance cost. Meanwhile, there are other brands they have that may achieve higher sales.

Bidadari Bengal, nasibmu nak...

Dunia Serasa Kusut

I just cut my hair. Now it's way shorter and lighter. But not looking so much different than before. Basically, it was just a trimming. But at least it made me feel better. And now I'm stranded in Ohlala Cafe in Poins. So if right now you see a chick wearing green shirt and jeans, with new looking haircut, typing furiously at her laptop, you might be the lucky unknown persons who ever see Bidadari Bengal in person. :p

Anyways, I'm really out of touch with the world. My life revolves around work, and only in the past two days I've seen my best friends again. And that wasn't total too. I miss my time with Menik and Kucil. Our quality time, just the three of us. Talking about nothing and everything. A pack of Esse Menthol, Minute Maids, Lay's chips, Silver Queen, and music. 

Batman, you jerk!! Grow up!! Hari gini masih pengen dirayu? Gengsi banget deh lo... Hiiiih... Heran banget gue... Taeee!! Kusut banget siy dunia gue??

*Uh, kalo liat judul postingan ini, kira2 ada yag bisa ngelacak gue ini sebenernya siapa gak ya? hehe...*

Bengal & Batman: Off For Good??

Batman and I are off. And I think it's for real now. I made a mistake of making fun of him. We were joking like usual, but maybe I was too way out of line. Too many factors to count in and he decided that we were off. And I don't want to push him. Even if I don't want it to end now. If he couldn't accept my apology, so be it. I just hope that this wouldn't ruin our relationship in our office. The risk of being in an intra-office sexual relationship, when something like this happen, you also might ruin the situation. I hope we're mature enough not to let it happen. I think I can go through with it. But I'm not sure about him. Having a tough and traumatic past like his...

What I can't tell you, I'll say it all here, in my private and secret blog.

Batman, in all the time I've known you, I'd like to think I know you well enough. Even though this relationship is not something serious, but I really enjoyed it. You gave me something to think about, something to anticipate everyday, something to make me smile. I'm not in love with you, nor I want us to have something deeper. But I hate our situation now that we sort of break up. Well, we can't say that we had a real relationship right, only sorta, hehe... I want us to go on the way we were. Maybe I'm selfish, but you made me forget Alv. You made me able to tolerate Alv. This is wrong, I know. I used you, but you also used me. It went both ways. But fair is fair. I can take it. Why can't you? You're a guy. You're supposed to be the jerk, right, babe? :)

I digress. I started to care about you. Care enough to put your feelings first and support you when you have problems at work. I can't help it. I like you. But if it's still not enough, maybe you're the one who's having problems. Come to think of it, I gave more than I took. I'm not counting anything. Sorry if I seem ungrateful. Oh well, maybe it's time for me move on to another direction. With or without you, I'm perfectly fine, Batman. I love being with you, but not so much that I have to sacrifice my pride. It worths more than our secret relationship. This is not goodbye, because I don't want us to cut it all just like that. Let's act maturely and be our usual selves at work, yeah?

I love you, my friend. And I'm not discounting any chance for us to get together again. It's all up to you, now. Peace, babe...

Pemilu 2009

Hari ini hari Pemilihan Umum. Hari dimana semustinya semua rakyat Indonesia yang sudah cukup umur dan memenuhi syarat melaksanakan hak pilihnya. Namun sayangnya Pemilu kali ini tidak berjalan dengan baik. Masih sangat banyak kekurangan di dalamnya. Gue gak usah ngomong berat dan dalem, cukup ngambil contoh dari lingkungan sekitar gue aja. Dan cuma satu hal yang pengen gue bahas disini. 

Okay here goes... Dirumah, cuma gue doang yang dapet surat undangan untuk milih. Kakak gue dan istrinya dan adik gue gak dapet. Gue memang lagi sibuk akhir2 ini, dan gak sempet ngecek juga apa gue dapet surat itu ato gak. Dan lucunya lagi, gue tau kalo gue dapet surat undangan itu dari baca status facebook kakak gue. Geblek yak?? Right to get on with it, surat undangan itu nyampenya kemaren sore. Pas gue pulang semalem udah ada di meja samping tempat tidur gue. Trus gue pastiin ke kakak gue, katanya dia tetep dateng ke TPS karena informasi di TV bilang bahwa cukup dateng dengan membawa KTP. 

Tadi pagi, kita berangkat jam 8 ke TPS. Di tempat gue gak terlalu rame. Gue dateng langsung bisa nyontreng. Sementara kakak gue lagi bahas tentang surat undangan itu dengan orang TPS. Akhirnya mereka cek ke daftar pemilih, dan ternyata nama kakak gue dan istrinya gak terdata. Pake KTP pun gak bisa. Paraaah... Padahal di pemilu2 sebelumnya gak ada masalah kok. Dengan segala argumen tetap dinyatakan gak bisa milih, dan diputuskan kita akan keliling, siapa tau nama mereka terdaftar di TPS lain. Ada 3 TPS yang kita datengin, dan tetap gak ada nama mereka disana. Kakak gue bete banget. 

"Gue dipaksa untuk golput. Asli rasanya terhina banget. Bayar pajak iya, semua kewajiban dipenuhi, tapi hak pilih gue kok gak dipenuhi ya? Napi aja mungkin bisa milih, kenapa gue gak bisa?"

Yang jadi pikiran gue, dirumah gue aja 60 % penghuni gak dapet surat pilih. Kalo dipukul rata, berarti ada 60 % penduduk Indonesia yang gak milih dong? Dipaksa golput dong? Eh, itu yang dipaksa ya. Lah, yang dapet surat pilih aja bisa-bisa tetep golput, berarti kira2 jumlah suara di pemilu kali ini cuma berapa persen ya? Temen gue banyak banget yang gak nerima surat pilih. Di milis2 yang gue ikutin juga banyak posting yang menyatakan bahwa mereka gak bisa milih. Dan yang juga ditakutin adalah:

"APAKAH PEMILU AKAN DIULANG??"

Kebayang gak gimana malunya Indonesia kalo pemilu sampe diulang? Indonesia yang negara demokrasi, gak pernah gagal melaksanakan pemilu, trus pemilu kali ini musti diulang. Yang musti disalahin siapa ya? Yang udah pasti siy KPU yak. Trus siapa lagi?? Coba aja mereka pake perusahaan EO gue untuk nyelenggarain event pemilu, insya Allah bisa berjalan baik dan lancar deh. Wakakakakakakak...

Dan satu lagi, budget campaign. Partai2 yang ikut pemilu pasti bete banget dong, secara budget campaign yang udah mereka keluarin mungkin bisa untuk menghidupi negara kita tercinta selama setahun. Hehehe, lebay... Tapi bener loh. Budget yang keluar untuk iklan TV, radio, media cetak, internet, BTL, logistik kampanye, dll... Dan semua itu hasilnya gak maksimal. Target gak tercapai. Jumlah yang milih aja pasti jauh dari yang semestinya. Trus kalo pemilu diulang, keluar budget campaign lagi dong mereka? Bahagianya orang2 yang kerja di media. Bonus gede, bo'...

Wah, mang pemilu kampret... :p

04082009, 07:20 pm

Weits, udah mau libur lagi neh. Gue kirain sekarang Jumat, taunya Rabu. Dan besok adalah harinya kita nyontreng ye, sodare2.... Dan jujur aja, sampe sekarang gue masih belum tau mekanisme nyontrengnya tuh gimana. Partainya apa aja gue gak ngeh, apalagi para calegnya. Tapi gue siy kalo bisa bangun bakal teteup nyontreng, soalnya Starbucks mau kasih kopi gratis cuman dengan tunjukin jari kita yang udah ada tinta tanda udah nyontreng. Cihuuuy... Soal apa partainya dan siapa calegnya mah urusan gak penting. Lohh... Kok???

Semalem rencana ketemu anak2 terpaksa batal. Secara materi baru dateng pas udah maghrib, tebelnya kayak buku gitu *lahh, bukannya itu emang booklet, neng?* dan dalam 2 bahasa pula. Sebenernya gue enjoy ngerjain yang kayak gini, nyari2 hal2 printilan kayak huruf yang kurang, tanda baca yang salah, terjemahan yang ngaco, dll. Emang makan waktu dan harus sabar dan konsentrasi. Cuman secara gue udah pengen banget jalan sama anak2 semalem, jadi rada bete. Tapi gpp, gue mah dibawa enjoy aja. Apalagi ada hadiah hiburan martabak manis yang wuenakk banget dari Bulldog dan Frigie. Nyaeem... Secara kelarnya aja udah jam berapa tau, gue akhirnya putusin untuk langsung pulang. Tile nawarin gue pulang bareng, tapi gue musti ambil tas gue dulu yang ketinggalan di divisi sebelah dari pagi. Sampe sana, sama Bos Noy gue disuruh nungguin dia, mau pulang bareng aja. Walhasil, gue nimbrung mereka meeting, dan pulangnya jam 1 juga. Gebleg...

And now, I'm still waiting for those FA materials. And it's already 7 pm. Fudge!! I can't cancel again. And tomorrow Menik is flying back to her hometown for holiday, so tonight is the last chance for us to hang out until the next holiday. Damn damn damn!!! And I'm so fuckin' hungry. And Batman is asking me out tonight. What to do, what to do? I just want to get this over with and go meet the gals. Sorry, Batman. These past few weeks we've been around each other EVERY single day. And I haven't meet my best friends in all those time. Fair is fair. Gotta take a raincheck on that, yeah babe??

When the heck will I finish?? It's fine if I had to work tomorrow, and the day after, and the day after, but I just need to see my friends tonight. Pretty pwiiiiss...???
*Sigh*...

04072009, 04:43 pm

It feels good to just FA-ing while listening to music and sipping my coffee... I know it's till about works, but it still feels beautiful. Hmmm... Currently on my playlist:

• Daughtry
• Puddle of Mudd
• David Cook
• Evanescence
• One Republic
• Linkin Park

Back to nature. Aww... I rock!!

Surat Untuk Menik dan Kucil

Dear Menik & Kucil,

Maap yaaaa... Tiap hari gue mikir, 'ah, ntar malem gue mau ke Tendean ketemu anak2', tapi selaaalu ada yang bikin gue terpaksa batalin niat gue. Waktu itu masih mending kali ya, karena gue masih sering YM-an sama kalian. Masalahnya, beberapa saat terakhir ini gue rada susah untuk internetan. Kalaupun iya, paling cuma sempet buka email n cek facebook, sama cari data buat proyek yang lagi dikerjain.

Kayak yang gue udah ceritain, gue lagi diperbantukan di divisi sebelah, jadi gue lebih sering berada disana. Mondar mandir bawa laptop, tapi disana internetnya gak pake wi-fi kayak di kantor gue. Pas gue bisa ngembat komputer untuk ngenet, kiri kanan gue isinya cwo2 usil yang langsung rapat kiri kanan nontonin monitor gue. Boro2 bisa chatting dengan tenang, buka blog aja gue gak berani. Wakakakakakakak... Belum lagi gue pernah kegap Batman pas lagi ngeblog, untung pas gue lagi pake English, jadi dia gak gitu ngerti. :p
Kemaren gue abis pitching lagi ke klien, yang gue pikir adalah saat2 penentuan. Eeeeh, kampretsemprulwati, ternyata masih babak semifinal. Minta direvisi lagi, dan minggu depan presentasi lagi. Rasanya keberuntungan makin menjauh. Hiks... Dari ada harapan sampe mulai putus asa. Tapi moga2 siy begadang n terisolasi selama berminggu2 terbayar. Semoga... Doain yak. Amiiin...

Gue pengen cerita, tapi bingung mau yang mana dulu. Sebenernya siy gak banyak juga yang bisa diceritain, secara hidup gue akhir2 ini cuma di kantor doang. Cerita kerjaan tadi udah. Tentang Alv, hmm... Masih dead-end. Masih stuck dan gitu2 aja. Gak bisa dilepas, tapi gak bisa diterusin juga. Ujung2nya ya membuat gue jadi pembohong dan pengecut kali ya. Tapi bukan gue gak ada usaha juga. Akhirnya gue berprinsip bahwa Alv sendiri yang minta dibohongin. Iya gak siiy? :(

Tentang Batman... Naaah, ini dia niy. Kasus banget, cuy. Gak terhitung colongan2 nekat di tempat yang nekat juga. Orang gila... Gue juga gila siy. Apa gue mulai addicted sama adrenaline rush-nya ya? Yang kita ngampret di kantor kan gue udah pernah cerita ya? Trus di mobil pas pulang kerja waktu itu, di depan kompleks pula. Kalo satpam nengok dikit mah mati deh kita. Belum lagi musti keep an eye on oncoming cars. Bener2 gelo. Di event kita yang terakhir di mall kemaren, nah itu parah juga tuh. Wakakakakakakak... Bayangin aja di mall, cuy. Dan ruangan yang kita pake itu adalah gudang merangkap base camp anak2, jadi pasti arus keluar masuknya gak dikit. Memang ada kuncinya, cuman kalo mereka mau masuk dan pintu itu dikunci, pas dibuka selalu cuma ada gue dan Batman, kira2 kesimpulan apa yang mereka ambil yak? Moga2 aja mereka semua agak bodoh. Hahaa... Dan kemaren pagi, kemaren pagi gue dan Batman saling grepe2an, 'halah bahasanya', di depan si Crewcut yang masih tidur. Jadi ceritanya hari Minggu itu hari terakhir event, malemnya kita semua bongkaran booth dan barang2 semua diberesin dan dibawa pulang ke kantor. Kerja fisik and rodilah. Tapi tetep happy dong. Mereka heran ngeliat gue dengan santainya ngangkat2 barang. CrewCut sempet bengong liat gue bawa CPU kayak ngempit koran, Hihihiks... Ternyata ukuran dan tenaga gue tuh sebanding yak. Gak lemah2 amat. Weww...

Sampe kantor udah jam 1an, dan mereka unloading barang, sementara gue musti ngelarin presentasi untuk di pitch Senin sorenya. Desain masih belum siap, untung ada Frigie yang jadi pawangnya Bulldog, designer kita di kantor. Hehe. Desain kelar jam 3an lewat, mau pulang juga gak mungkin. Pikir pagi aja sekalian ambil baju buat pergi ke klien. Jadi tidur deh di kantor. Paginya gue ke divisi sebelah, soalnya musti ngeprint 90 lembar halaman, berwarna ya cuy. Disana cwo2 itu udah pada tergeletak tepar. Tidur yang posisi dan posenya gak jelas. Kasian banget liatnya. Hahaa... Gue bangunin Doyok, soalnya dia penguasa IT disana. Gue nemenin dia, sampe gue buatin kopi segala. Ehehehe, ampir lupa, pas gue bangunin dia, dia lagi tidur sambil meluk Batman. Wakakakakakakakak!!! Wuekh. Gak lama Batman bangun dan langsung online di ruang sebelah. Disana CrewCut tergeletak di lantai gak pake baju dengan kepala menghadap keteknya. Sampe sekarang gue masih spekulasi, dia tidur kecapekan atau pingsan nyium keteknya sendiri. Hehee... Gue nyusul Batman dengan alasan mau cek email. Pas gue duduk disebelahnya, dia lagi liat clip bokep, dan begitu gue duduk, dengan nekatnya dia langsung nyergap gue. Abis deh. Abis yang nikmat. Xixixixixi... Untung CrewCut gak kebangun. Euh, just a reminder, CrewCut itu cowok yang ciuman sama gue pas gue mabok di Puncak dulu. Weww... Parah gue. Bidadari Binal.

Back to topic, itu tadi cuma sekilas kehidupan gue akhir2 ini. Gak banyak perubahan kan? Cuma kerjaan yang lagi padat aja. Sumpah, tiap hari gue berangkat ke kantor dengan niat cabut cepet dan pergi ketemu kalian. Cuma gue gak berani bikin janji aja soalnya bolak balik gagal mulu. Pas gue bisa YM, Kucil kayaknya lagi invisible mode, sehingga gak kebaca di YM gue. Baru mulai chatting sama Menik, gue udah musti cabut ke divisi sebelah ato meeting sama bos gue. Kunti udah lama minta dikirimin surat resign, lo tau gak dia ada masalah apa siy, guys? Gue belum sempet telponan sama Kunti. Cuma sempet liat status facebooknya yang bilang udah gak sanggup.

Kucil, saaah yang udah siap hidup baru. Apa coba? Gue juga gak tau cerita tentang lo akhir2 ini. Yang terakhir kita ketemu, status lo dan cowok lo masih ngegantung. Tau2 sekarang kalian lagi siapin pernikahan. Mampus gue. Kayaknya kehidupan berjalan cepet banget. Belum sempet update, udah berubah lagi. Sorry I wasn't there for you, for anything.

Menik, hubungan kita yang paling intens ditengah ketidakintens-an ini cuma pas lo mau pesen tiket pesawat. Huahahahahahahahh... Dan semangat lo untuk plurking. Wekekekekek... Gue kangen cerita2 lo tentang sejuta cowok di sekitar lo. :p

Sekarang dengan terpaksa gue udahin surat ini dengan harapan malem ini kita bisa ketemuan. Masalahnya barusan materi yang musti gue FA-in dateng. Gue kirain dikit, eh taunya tebelnya kayak buku. Kampret... Doain kelar cepet ya, guys. I miss you both.

'Aiiih, gila!! Gue bisa ngeblog sepanjang ini tanpa gangguan. Gilaaa!!'

04062006, 08:31 pm

No holiday for the past three weeks. Haven't slept more than 3 hours every night. I don't even know what I've been doing. I just hope I'm not wrecking my body. Last night was the last day of one of my office current event. I still had to finish my revised proposal for the Fairlady project. One thing led to another, and I couldn't go home last night. Slept on the floor for a few hours. Tossing and turning maybe, since I was worried about the proposal. And now I feel like shit. Need rest. Need sleep. Need calm. Need no pressure. Need a cuddle. Need my bed. Need my time.

Will tell all about the details some other time. I don't have any energy left now.

04032009, 04:18 pm

Jaaaahhh... Udah hari Jumat lagi niy? Paraaah... Musti cari vendor merchandise, trus revisi proposal soalnya hari Senin ternyata pitching lagi. Moga-mogaaaa berhasil. Ketar-ketir euy, soalnya lawan maestro, guru kita ndiri mo dilawan. Hiks...

Kerja lagi aja deh. Wish me luck yak. ;)

Printer Kampret

Printer kampret!!! Seharian cuman ngurusin printing doang. Berwarna siy. 80 halaman siy. Tapi kaan... Masa mpe segitunya siy? Hiks... Mana pake diselak pula sama Boss Man. Punya dia 12 halaman, tapi sumpah, kecepatannya sama kayak 40 halaman yang unya gue. Extra full color kali yak?

Jadi tambah telat deh ngirim tu printout ke klien. Aaaaarrrrrgh...

Yang nyebelin tu ya, ditempat gue ngeprint gak ada mac, jadi dari Windows. Sementara file gue tu Keynote. Di convert ke pdf, set up nya aja bujug dah. Salah mulu. Gagal maning gagal maning. Siang akhirnya di convert ke Powerpoint. Daaaan hasilnya berantakan!! Kampret!! Musti dibenerin dulu. Udah itu, ngeprint d. Kalo 1 halaman aja 2 menit, berarti 80 halaman kapan kelarnya yak? Huaaaaaaaa...