10042010, 05:02 pm

The mood is blue. Looking at me, you might not know it. I just feel a little empty inside. Bored to the skull. So bored that I think I'm on the brink of stupidity. I feel stupid. Maybe I AM stupid. I don't know. This is a new level of emotion for me. Can it even be called an emotion?

Anyways, I was out of town back on Lebaran. I celebrated it at a harbor city somewhere in Java. Interesting, seeing that I wasn't with any of my family then. I was working, and I was the only Moslem there. No ketupat or lontong, no cakes, no cookies. Only instant noodles and instant porridge. Pathetic, I know. Going through it, I felt kinda miserable. But now, it makes a funky story. Something to boast. Hahaa... Yes, I am that weird. :p

Wow, the rain and thunder is awesome!! I love rains! Okay, I feel better now. Let's enjoy the freezing air. Let's spray our faces with rain. Let's get wet! Wooot!!!

Beyotch!!

Menderita kekesalan dan kebosanan. Semuanya terhadap kerjaan. Yang jelas kelelahan juga. Semua campur aduk, bikin kepala pusing, badan gak enak, semua gejala stres nongol. Jadi gak sabaran kalo menghadapi orang, terutama 1 perempuan di kantor, sebut aja Cucun - shortened from Pecun, yang badan dan emosinya gede, tapi perilaku dan etiknya kerdil.

Beberapa minggu gue tiap hari musti lihat makhluk hina ini, secara dia yang ditunjuk jadi koordinator proyek yang baru aja kelar. Dan demi Tuhan, dia adalah perempuan pertama yang bener2 pengen gue hajar abis, pengen rasanya bayar supir bus antar kota untuk kawinin dia dan bawa dia ke ujung pulau antah berantah dan gak usah kembali lagi. Najis deh tuh perempuan!!

She brings out the worst in me. It's a good thing I can keep cool, even if only on the outside. Other peeps at the office are all hostile when it comes to her. And I can't decipher as to why we still keep her. It's not like she's that good. Gaaaahhh!!! I need to hit something!! Fuck her to the hell and back!

Met Lebaran...

Happy Eid Mubarak, peeps.
Have a great one!
;)