05262010; 06.36 pm

I bought something for Bangbag yesterday. It was a fluffy doll which I would love to play with. I'd say I made up a reason of buying it for Bangbag when in fact I want it for me. Hehee...

Went to a mall in Senayan, but didn't have enough time to browse around or just hangout and having coffee. Darn!!

Thinking of Alv

Hey, peeps. It's been a few weeks, eh? Yeah well, life's kinda hectic with those projects coming in. It's not that I'm not grateful, but a few free days would be most welcome. :)

I find myself thinking more and more about Alv these days. Well, we did have good times. And when it gets unbearable, I forcibly remind my head about his bad sides. But you know, time slowly erases bad memories, pains are no longer that sharp, and I have to keep reminding myself of that. I surely don't wanna jump back to him. And yeah, I've thought of calling him. Thank God I could keep myself from doing that.

But hell, some things just keep going back to mind. The warmth of his neck, the good smell of him, the good times we had... Damn it!! Get away, memories...

She Makes My Life Beautiful

Bangbag woke me up today. I heard her wailing outside my door, then I heard her shuffeling and basically making noise. Then, she yelled my name. 'Wake up, Auntie, wake up, I wanna come in...'

Well, who am I to refuse? She's my queen. I rose and opened the door. In came my Li'l Bangbag, bouncing all the way to my bed. Then she just stood. Silent. Me? Confused.

'What's going on, dek?'

Silent. Shy smile. Twirling around. Stood still.

Still dumbfounded. 'Dek?'

She just grinned and looking at me. I tried to pick her up but she moved outta reach. Back to bouncing and twirling all around my room. She was so cute with her new purple and white shirt and jeans skirt.

Wait!! New??

'Oh my, you're wearing new clothes, aren't you, dear?'

Then she laughed and hugged me.

Life is beautiful... :)

Tribute to SMI

Indonesia just lost a great economist, a heroine. Our loss, the world's gain.

SRI MULYANI INDRASARI
Previously Indonesia's Finance Minister
Presently Managing Director of World Bank Group

Expecting you to come back when your task is done and be our next President. :D

Just a thought, tough. This is a time when Twitter comes in handy. We'd know who are smart, and who are the fools. ;)

Love Me, Leave Me - Kat Deluna

LOVE ME, LEAVE ME - Kat Deluna

The very first day of my life
Was the day that you let me go
And it was a blessing in disguise
Now I see that I'm beautiful
Cause all we ever did was fight
We were so dysfunctional
Now I've forgotten all the times
And all the days that I was lovin you.

Just like a ghost from my past (he's come back to haunt me)
Saying that you want me back (look at its impossible so...)

Love me, leave me
Cause I've already closed that door
Don't want to be
In the pain I felt before
If I only could be myself
Without your approval anymore
(if you love me, leave me)
If you love me, leave me alone

Now there used to be a time
That I would've taken you back again
But now that I have you out my mind
Now I'm totally independent
So you can save your little lies
Cause I know what's happenin'
You're missin' me but say goodbye now
To all the days I was lovin' you

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

If you really wanna help
Then you should go
Cause I promised myself
I'd let it alone
At the back of the shelf
Cause where I put what we had
I'll never going back, no

[Chorus]