Another day of battling with letters and words. Translations, wordings, spellings, and endless revisions. *cue wailing*.
When almost all details had been done/finished/sent/approved, at last we could take a breather. Then started facebooking again like crazy. Frigie, Batman, Dwarfy (Batman's pal), and I kept going back and forth and made shots at each other's walls and status. It was hilarious, especially when Batman and I used Frigie's status for our little flirting session. Xixixixixixi...
It's 10:42 pm now, and we're all still at the office. Not necessarily working, hehe. For these few days, I've practically been living on black coffee. I even put a pinch of salt in it to help me awake, but to no avail. Too much coffee, too little water, too much revisions, and too little sleep. But it's okay. It's weekend, and Frigie confirmed that we won't be working tomorrow. Totally free weekend. Yippee... But I know Monday is gonna be suck!!
Batman YM-ed me this morning, asking if it's possible for us to go out tonight. But as I know today was gonna be so friggin hectic, I must say no to his offer. I realize that our communication is lagging lately. I don't mind that much, but I kinda miss his frequent calls and SMS everyday. I know it's because he feels that I'm trying to call off. But that's really not the case. I have too much going on these days, and I couldn't find a perfect time for us to make it work.But whatever, I don't put much hope in this weird relationship. He seems to blame me on any cancellation. If it's gonna happen, that's good. If it ain't gonna happen, that might be even better for any of us. Hahaa...
I'm going home now. It's almost midnight, and still raining. When I get home, I'll just fix a long drink, change into pajamas, put on Brian Culbertson on my player, then enjoy my room, then have a restful night. Tomorrow is Chubby's wedding. I'm going to accompany Kucil attending the reception. Ciao...
Friday, January 30, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
01292009, 09:09 pm
Went to our client's office with Frigie to have a meeting with them. One of the persons in charge for the current project, let's call him Taka, is soooo gorgeous. Bening cuuuy... Xixixixixi... I tried not to look at him too often for fear of drooling like a fool. Hehee... The hair is styled like Takeshi Kaneshiro, side swept, longish at the front and back, it's perfect for him. Sharp eyebrows, long eyelashes, nice chin, laughing eyes, awwww... He looks so good when laughing. It's as if the whole face cracks open, I mean, the way he laughs so openly, throwing back the head and swing the hands along. It's so Un-Japanese. If you get my drift. :)
Anyway, Takeshi Kaneshiro is definitely my favorite Asian guy for now. I've known about him for quite a long time, but the first moment I really really got so crazy about him was when I saw his photos for the Biotherm ads. Hot Damn!!! It's surreal... Too good to be true. Yeah, I know those pics must have been touched up, but still, he totally rocks my Asian world. Hahaa... And I'm sorry to say, Russel Wong is so out.
Enough about drooling over Asians. I'm going home now to continue my unfinished work at home. The translations were done, but I still need to proof-read them. Ciao...
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Mabok Huruf
Maboooook!!!
Mau pake bahasa Endonesia aja dah ah!! Abis translate eh nerjemahin 24 halaman konten tentang program bantuan dari salah satu negara donor ke Aceh setelah Tsunami. Huruf smuah cuuy, kagak ada gambarnye... Mata gue ampe juling n kering n retak-retak neh!! Udah mulai ngerjain dari kemaren, plus semaleman gue begadang demi job ini. Trus tadi siang dateng revisiannya, eh bentuknya mecah2 poin jadi lebih banyak gitu. Trus ama ngerubah konten di tengah2 kalimat. Mending kalow dikit gwettoh! Kampreeet...
Ok, cukup udah bahasa Endonesia nyang super ngaconya. Hehee... Sekarang giliran bahasa kalbu. Halahh...
Need to rest my eyes. An hour ago, I went down and.., eh shit. Maksud gue, tadi gue turun bentar, maksudnya mau cuci muka. Eh baru sampe bawah kok aneh ya rasanya. Ngeliat sekeliling kayak oleng ngambang gitu. Uh oh, gue langsung berlagak cool trus jalan pelan2 ke sofa di depan. Liat kanan kiri, gak ada orang, aman, gue langsung tiduran sambil ambil nafas buat stabilisasi, caelaaah... Emang hebat banget ya kekuatan huruf. Bisa bikin gue nyaris tepar, padahal ini cuman huruf loh!! Gimana kalo cowok?? Hmm, cowok aja mungkin gak bisa bikin gue mpe gini (knock on wood), xixixixixixi... Sepuluh menit udah dirasa cukup, gue cuci muka, trus keluar mau cari udara segar. Eeehhh, ada tukang siomay. :p
Baru mau makan, muncullah si CrewCut. Jadilah dia nemenin gue makan, sok narik tangan gue gitu biar gak usah masuk ke kantor. Dasar... Masih penasaran dia rupanya. Gubraak... Hahaa... One thing for sure, he's one guy yang gue males untuk terusin flirtingnya. Udah kepalang males, secara kalo denger dia ngomong aja udah sangat2 tidak atraktif. By the way, gue udah cerita belum kalo ternyata dia pernah kerja untuk kakak gue? Nightmare gak siiiy? Hehee... Yaaah... Mungkin dia mendingan dipake aja langsung daripada diajak ngobrol ya cuuy... (Huuussh! Awas disabunin tu mulut!). :D
Pulang ah. Pengen merem di kamar sambil dengerin Brian Culbertson. Mungkin setelah itu mau bo'ongin Miss V bareng ma Batman via phone. Xixixixixi... Mantaaaap... Dadadadadadadadadadahh... ;)
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
A Calm Day
Another hectic project. Must prepare for an exhibition, starting from scratch, all in a week. Booth design, panels designs, panels contents, content translations, booth building, not to say the revisions. For example, the client wanted total revision for the booth design. Or should I say, a whole new design, yeah? Hahaa... My role is as traffic, but I love it. The urgency and time limitation got my adrenaline pumped. Woohoo...
At the moment, I'm so hungry I think I could eat a horse. Even if I still can feel the aftermath of having Abuba for dinner twice in three days, thanks to Madame Kucil. :p
Anyway, yesterday I spent all day at home. Woke up at 12 noon, having super late brekkie, then the family left me at home and went to the mall. I always looove being home alone. I tried to sleep again, but I woke up half an hour later. Damn!! So I watched the Amazing Race Asia marathon on AXN. Shit, man!! Allan Wu is sooo sexy. He looked so manly. His well-built body, rugged face with a little facial hair, oh wow!! Got me squealing like a school girl. But he still can't beat Takeshi Kaneshiro. Hehehee... At about 4 pm, I brought my lunch to the Saung along with a Tom Clancy book, The Cardinal of Kremlin, a pulpy Minute Maid, and the MacBook so I could have some music, and enjoyed my time alone. The wind was blowing softly. A bit cloudy, but it made a lovely afternoon because there was no heat at all. The only thing I wish were there was a cold beer or a long drink. That would make my afternoon even more perfect. But oh well, I'd take what I could get...
At 6 pm I went back home and washed my hair. By the time I finished my bath, my family were all home, except for my still missing brother. I watched NCIS and CSI Vegas. Would you believe I went to sleep at 9? Even though I woke up again at half past ten. Hehee... Insomnia much? Not!! :D
Overall, it was a calm and good day. Thank you, Lord...
:)
At the moment, I'm so hungry I think I could eat a horse. Even if I still can feel the aftermath of having Abuba for dinner twice in three days, thanks to Madame Kucil. :p
Anyway, yesterday I spent all day at home. Woke up at 12 noon, having super late brekkie, then the family left me at home and went to the mall. I always looove being home alone. I tried to sleep again, but I woke up half an hour later. Damn!! So I watched the Amazing Race Asia marathon on AXN. Shit, man!! Allan Wu is sooo sexy. He looked so manly. His well-built body, rugged face with a little facial hair, oh wow!! Got me squealing like a school girl. But he still can't beat Takeshi Kaneshiro. Hehehee... At about 4 pm, I brought my lunch to the Saung along with a Tom Clancy book, The Cardinal of Kremlin, a pulpy Minute Maid, and the MacBook so I could have some music, and enjoyed my time alone. The wind was blowing softly. A bit cloudy, but it made a lovely afternoon because there was no heat at all. The only thing I wish were there was a cold beer or a long drink. That would make my afternoon even more perfect. But oh well, I'd take what I could get...
At 6 pm I went back home and washed my hair. By the time I finished my bath, my family were all home, except for my still missing brother. I watched NCIS and CSI Vegas. Would you believe I went to sleep at 9? Even though I woke up again at half past ten. Hehee... Insomnia much? Not!! :D
Overall, it was a calm and good day. Thank you, Lord...
:)
Saturday, January 24, 2009
01242009, 10:40 pm
Again, I am in Starbucks at Citos with Kucil and Menik. They stayed at my place last night. Kucil went to a friend's wedding presently while Menik and I just hang around here. We ate at Malay Village. Have I told you that it's my one of my favorite place to eat here in Citos? I ordered Malay Curry Laksa. It was delicious and refreshing. Menik had a Char noodle. Please note that the portion was huge. Would you believe I didn't finish my food? Hahaa...
Then we walked around Citos. Menik looked for some kind of make up kit, while I chatted with Batman on the phone. We talked about nothing in particular, just keeping in touch. I kinda miss him now. We'd planned to go to Puncak this weekend, but we had to cancel because my bro hasn't been home for a week, and I'm having my period. Poor Batman, he's so disappointed. And so am I. Damn!!!
There was this band playing acoustically for an FMCG brand's launching event. It's called Katakita. The vocalist has a great voice, resonant, strong, it's just so great it got me speechless watching him sang. They played songs by James Morrisson, Tompi, The Police, Goo Goo Dolls, John Meyer, Ran, and all other songs with similar genre. This is not a promotion, they don't even know about this blog, but I recommend Katakita for your event. One day, I'm gonna have them play on my wedding. Huahahahahaaa... As if...
Right now, I really want to see Batman. Not necessarily to make out, though it's something I wouldn't refuse, but I just want to meet him face to face. Don't take me wrong, I'm just worried, because he sounded so down these few nights. He called me everynight, and on those calls, he told me how he felt so alone, and that he felt the need to have someone to hold him, motivate him. He's not comfortable when there are people around, but he also couldn't stand being alone. At times like this, the temptation to go back to drugs is very hard to resist. And when it got so strong, he called me. I know this is not to be taken romantically. I think he feels comfortable with me. He knows I'm not judgmental, I don't take sides, I don't offer advice unless he asks for it. And I appreciate his trust, because I know how hard it is for him to trust someone, especially after his traumatic experiences previously. I can feel how he needs a hug. And I can give it to him. Ah well, I'm just being sentimental, and maybe it's the angel in me talking. :)
I'm taking turn with Menik. I'll let her use this laptop to blog, and I'll just chat with Kucil or just observe those people sitting around as well as walking by. It's one of my favorite pastime. Cheers...
Then we walked around Citos. Menik looked for some kind of make up kit, while I chatted with Batman on the phone. We talked about nothing in particular, just keeping in touch. I kinda miss him now. We'd planned to go to Puncak this weekend, but we had to cancel because my bro hasn't been home for a week, and I'm having my period. Poor Batman, he's so disappointed. And so am I. Damn!!!
There was this band playing acoustically for an FMCG brand's launching event. It's called Katakita. The vocalist has a great voice, resonant, strong, it's just so great it got me speechless watching him sang. They played songs by James Morrisson, Tompi, The Police, Goo Goo Dolls, John Meyer, Ran, and all other songs with similar genre. This is not a promotion, they don't even know about this blog, but I recommend Katakita for your event. One day, I'm gonna have them play on my wedding. Huahahahahaaa... As if...
Right now, I really want to see Batman. Not necessarily to make out, though it's something I wouldn't refuse, but I just want to meet him face to face. Don't take me wrong, I'm just worried, because he sounded so down these few nights. He called me everynight, and on those calls, he told me how he felt so alone, and that he felt the need to have someone to hold him, motivate him. He's not comfortable when there are people around, but he also couldn't stand being alone. At times like this, the temptation to go back to drugs is very hard to resist. And when it got so strong, he called me. I know this is not to be taken romantically. I think he feels comfortable with me. He knows I'm not judgmental, I don't take sides, I don't offer advice unless he asks for it. And I appreciate his trust, because I know how hard it is for him to trust someone, especially after his traumatic experiences previously. I can feel how he needs a hug. And I can give it to him. Ah well, I'm just being sentimental, and maybe it's the angel in me talking. :)
I'm taking turn with Menik. I'll let her use this laptop to blog, and I'll just chat with Kucil or just observe those people sitting around as well as walking by. It's one of my favorite pastime. Cheers...
Friday, January 23, 2009
Ngupil
Kocak banget d. Gue copas ini dari salah satu blog. Maklum, abis blogwalking.
*Disclaimer: Bukan gue yang membuat artikel ini, gue cuman copas aja. Untuk lucu2an.
-Orang yang menganggap waktu adalah uang
Kalo ngupil, 2 lobang sekaligus ( Sekali mendayung, 2 pulau terlampaui )
-Orang yang perfeksionis
Kalo mo ngupil, cuci tangan sampai bersih. Setelah ngupil, tangannya dicuci lagi, dan hidungnya di kompres dengan alkohol untuk mencegah terjadinya infeksi karena saat ngupil, bisa saja jari tangan melukai hidung.
-Orang yang berlibido tinggi
Saat ngupil, jarinya di masukkan dan dikeluarkan dan di masukkan dan dikeluarkan dan di masukkan dan dikeluarkan dan di masukkan dan dikeluarkan dan di masukkan dan dikeluarkan dan di masukkan dan dikeluarkan dan di masukkan dan dikeluarkan sampai keluar lendir
-Orang yang tidak berpendidikan
Menggunakan jari orang lain untuk ngupil
-Orang yang tidak berpendidikan tapi punya sopan santun
Menggunakan jari orang lain untuk ngupil, dan mengucapkan terima kasih setelah selesai
-Orang yang inovatif
Menggunakan jari kaki untuk ngupil
-Orang berjiwa samurai
Saat ngupil, jari dimasukkan ke hidung, ditarik keatas, diturunkan kebawah, tarik ke kiri kemudian tarik ke kanan
-Orang yang suka ganti suasana
Selalu menggunakan jari yang berbeda tiap kali ngupil
-Orang yang suka petualangan
Selalu mencoba untuk meraih celah yang tak pernah diraih tiap kali ngupil
-Orang yang mempunyai time-management yang tinggi
Ada jadwal tuk ngupil per minggu, dan selang waktu tuk ngupil tiap kali ngupil
-Orang yang bagaikan punguk merindukan bulan
Mencoba untuk melompat-lompat dan mengharapkan upilnya akan turun dengan sendirinya
-Orang yang berjiwa pembunuh
Hanya akan berhenti ngupil setelah hidungnya berdarah
-Orang yang ga tahan digelitik
Sambil ngupil sambil tertawa
-Orang yang mengikuti perkembangan teknologi
Ngupil dengan memakai antena handphone (mang masih ada?)
-Orang yang ga mau menghabiskan waktu tuk melakukan hal sia sia
Membuka lebar hidungnya dan menyuruh orang lain tuk ngintip apakah ada upil didalam, karena ga mau sia sia masukin jari ke hidung tapi ternyata ga ada upil
-Orang yang berjiwa oriental
Menggunakan sumpit tuk ngupil
-Orang yang taat beragama
Berdoa dulu sebelum ngupil
-Orang yang pilih kasih
Hanya ngupil lobang hidung sebelah kiri, sedangkan yang kanan dibiarkan begitu saja
-Orang yang adil, arif dan bijaksana
Kalo upil dari lobang hidung sebelah kiri lebih banyak dibanding upil dari hidung sebelah kanan, maka dia akan masukkan sedikit upil dari lobang hidung sebelah kiri kedalam lobang hidung sebelah kanan, baru mulai ngupil lagi
-Orang yang plin plan, alias baru makan buah simalakama
Ngupil salah, ga ngupil salah, ngupil salah, ga ngupil salah, ngupil salah
-Orang yang latah
Saat kuku tangan tanpa sengaja melukai hidung, maka dia akan berteriak "EH MAMA KU UPIL EH UPIL KU MAMA"
-Orang yang pelupa
Saat jari tangan sudah didalam hidung, sesaat dia lupa apa yang ingin dia lakukan dengan memasukkan jari ke hidung
-Orang yang ceroboh
Orang yang setelah selesai ngupil lobang hidung sebelah kiri,lupa sebelah kanan
-Orang yang suka mencontoh kata kata di iklan TV
Setelah ngupil, dia akan berkata "Ngupil? Siapa takut..."
So, which upiler are you? ;)
*Disclaimer: Bukan gue yang membuat artikel ini, gue cuman copas aja. Untuk lucu2an.
-Orang yang menganggap waktu adalah uang
Kalo ngupil, 2 lobang sekaligus ( Sekali mendayung, 2 pulau terlampaui )
-Orang yang perfeksionis
Kalo mo ngupil, cuci tangan sampai bersih. Setelah ngupil, tangannya dicuci lagi, dan hidungnya di kompres dengan alkohol untuk mencegah terjadinya infeksi karena saat ngupil, bisa saja jari tangan melukai hidung.
-Orang yang berlibido tinggi
Saat ngupil, jarinya di masukkan dan dikeluarkan dan di masukkan dan dikeluarkan dan di masukkan dan dikeluarkan dan di masukkan dan dikeluarkan dan di masukkan dan dikeluarkan dan di masukkan dan dikeluarkan dan di masukkan dan dikeluarkan sampai keluar lendir
-Orang yang tidak berpendidikan
Menggunakan jari orang lain untuk ngupil
-Orang yang tidak berpendidikan tapi punya sopan santun
Menggunakan jari orang lain untuk ngupil, dan mengucapkan terima kasih setelah selesai
-Orang yang inovatif
Menggunakan jari kaki untuk ngupil
-Orang berjiwa samurai
Saat ngupil, jari dimasukkan ke hidung, ditarik keatas, diturunkan kebawah, tarik ke kiri kemudian tarik ke kanan
-Orang yang suka ganti suasana
Selalu menggunakan jari yang berbeda tiap kali ngupil
-Orang yang suka petualangan
Selalu mencoba untuk meraih celah yang tak pernah diraih tiap kali ngupil
-Orang yang mempunyai time-management yang tinggi
Ada jadwal tuk ngupil per minggu, dan selang waktu tuk ngupil tiap kali ngupil
-Orang yang bagaikan punguk merindukan bulan
Mencoba untuk melompat-lompat dan mengharapkan upilnya akan turun dengan sendirinya
-Orang yang berjiwa pembunuh
Hanya akan berhenti ngupil setelah hidungnya berdarah
-Orang yang ga tahan digelitik
Sambil ngupil sambil tertawa
-Orang yang mengikuti perkembangan teknologi
Ngupil dengan memakai antena handphone (mang masih ada?)
-Orang yang ga mau menghabiskan waktu tuk melakukan hal sia sia
Membuka lebar hidungnya dan menyuruh orang lain tuk ngintip apakah ada upil didalam, karena ga mau sia sia masukin jari ke hidung tapi ternyata ga ada upil
-Orang yang berjiwa oriental
Menggunakan sumpit tuk ngupil
-Orang yang taat beragama
Berdoa dulu sebelum ngupil
-Orang yang pilih kasih
Hanya ngupil lobang hidung sebelah kiri, sedangkan yang kanan dibiarkan begitu saja
-Orang yang adil, arif dan bijaksana
Kalo upil dari lobang hidung sebelah kiri lebih banyak dibanding upil dari hidung sebelah kanan, maka dia akan masukkan sedikit upil dari lobang hidung sebelah kiri kedalam lobang hidung sebelah kanan, baru mulai ngupil lagi
-Orang yang plin plan, alias baru makan buah simalakama
Ngupil salah, ga ngupil salah, ngupil salah, ga ngupil salah, ngupil salah
-Orang yang latah
Saat kuku tangan tanpa sengaja melukai hidung, maka dia akan berteriak "EH MAMA KU UPIL EH UPIL KU MAMA"
-Orang yang pelupa
Saat jari tangan sudah didalam hidung, sesaat dia lupa apa yang ingin dia lakukan dengan memasukkan jari ke hidung
-Orang yang ceroboh
Orang yang setelah selesai ngupil lobang hidung sebelah kiri,lupa sebelah kanan
-Orang yang suka mencontoh kata kata di iklan TV
Setelah ngupil, dia akan berkata "Ngupil? Siapa takut..."
So, which upiler are you? ;)
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Heil to the Chief!
The 44th President of The United States, Barack Husein Obama was inaugurated yesterday along with his Vice President, Joe Biden. He looked a bit tense when taking his oath that the judge must repeat a line for him. But otherwise it was a great event. Thousands of people were attending the event, the Capitol Hill and the surrounding area were so full. The MC was a Senator Feinstein from the State of California. Aretha Franklin sang a soulful song. And there was also a beautiful instrumental performance by Yo Yo Ma and 3 other players. Obama even turned his head around to get a better look since their position was behind him. The speech was great, especially by the way he delivered it, with conviction and faith. Or was it his resonant voice?However, that should be all I write about him. He's not my president. I don't even speak about President Yudhoyono, why would I speak about other countries' heads of state? Gak penting banget gitu lwuooooh... Teehee... True, he'd lived in Indonesia for some time when he was a child, but that's not enough reason for the Indonesian people to depend on him. It's not like he remembered that period of life anyway. And even if he remembers, that doesn't mean it means that much to him. He's a president of a superpower country, and he has a much bigger priorities than to pampering our country. Get it? Good...
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
01202009, 01:59 pm
Now I feel like I'm working again, hehee... No offense, Frigie. But I like doing this FA thingy. :D
Hmm, I'll be right back for more update. Ciyeeehh...
06:25 pm
Riight, I'm back now.
In half an hour, I'm going to a mall in Senayan to meet my friend. He offers me to have an insurance account, or something like that. And this evening he's going to show me some illustration on what the products can do. I must force myself to save some of my earning, otherwise I'll have nothing. Until now, I always run out of money by the second week of the month. Not a good indication, eh?? And I intend to change it from now on. Even if I have to cut on my coffee expenditures. Menik and Kucil, let's hang out at Saung or any of our houses, yeah?? Hehee...
Oh, by the way, the picture is of my new mug. It's a cute purple one with dogs all over it.Now I can drink my coffee in peace without having to search for mugs in the pantry. Yeaaah!!! I bought it today after lunch. I was only wanted to get an Activia, but then my friend was browsing the fragrance shelves, so I decided to walk around, and I found this cutie. Jeez... Would you believe I said 'cute' more than once in this post? What has this world come to? I don't say 'cute' or words like that. Damn...
Well, I'm off now. Got a meeting to catch as well as wanting an early night. Ciao...
Monday, January 19, 2009
Saung Again - Readers' Discretion Advised
Blank Monday... I practically did no work today. Well, I had to copy all my data from the MacBook because I'm back to using the Lenovo starting today. I must say it feels weird to use Microsoft again. MacIntosh indeed is really cool. I miss you already, Mac... Sniff...
Oh ya, I went out again with Batman last Saturday night. What kind of timing is that anyway? Hahaa... I mean, Saturday night? Come ooon... But then we agreed that the Rock n Roll mode was definitely on!! So there still wouldn't be any complication. We met at a Dunkin Donuts outlet, enjoying coffee and giving him time to wind down after his trip. This time, it was more enjoyable and relaxing while still being intimate at the same time. Maybe we already got the rhythm now. After that, we went cruising to Cinere area to have seafood for dinner. It was light, but a little bit silent. But I liked it. We didn't have the need to talk all the time, this time, we just observing the people sitting around and passing through. At about 10.30 pm, we finished dinner and went cruising again. It felt good to have the wind on my face.
We decided to go to Saung again. As soon as we parked the motorbike, we went inside and I sat down right away. Before I could do anything, he pulled and kissed me oh so softly. Aww... This guy was so full of contradiction. I gave up long time ago on trying to understand him better, hahaa. 'Akhirnyaa, jadi juga ciuman ya, bu...' he said after that. I couldn't help laughing hearing that. Yeah, well, dirty talks on the phone, SMSs, and YM were definitely so far from the real thing, riiiight?? :D
He didn't waste time and touched me all over, as if he couldn't hold off any longer. As if we hadn't done this the week before. His lips, no, mouth, and hands were put to work. I sat with my back against his front. His lips and tongue on my neck and ears, at times on my lips when he let me turn my head to kiss him. His nimble fingers on my crotch. I couldn't sit still. I kept whimpering and sighing his name. Damn, he's sooo good... But the amazing thing was that he got even more turned on everytime he slipped his fingers inside me. His breath was even faster than mine, and I hadn't done anything to him. Sweet mercy... ;)
His turn came, and without further ado, I made him so worked out that he begged to put his rod inside me. Not necessarily a real sex, just to have a feel of my folds surrounding him. I put off answering, I couldn't make up my mind. I mean, it was dangerous, we were practically at an open space. It was outdoors. At last I said ok, and I wore my jacket as a protection against sudden intrusion, hehee... We both pulled both our bottom apparels down a bit, and made THE FIRST REAL CONTACT between his and my thingys. It was slick, hair-raising, mind-bending, and oh so glorious. It didn't even take 30 seconds. The adrenaline was rushing, but the fear of having someone catching us red-handed forced us to pull apart. At least we had a tester of what was to come for the next 'meeting', which I still doubt would happen. I guess I'm having second thoughts. Or not. Whoops...
Again, he held and kissed me sweetly before he went home. This time, he wouldn't let go for sometimes and kept on kissing me. And then he went home. Thirty minutes later he called me to say that he's home. He sounded like a suffering man, and I offered to have a sexy chat. He said he didn't need a sexy chat, he was ready to jerk off even then. So we did it on the phone. Heheehh... I slept with a smile on my face that night.
Anyway, despite what I said about me and Batman being off, we might still gonna do it. Maybe at a slower pace. Nothing serious. If it's gonna happen, it's gonna happen. No need to keep my fingers crossed.
Enough about that. I'm going home now. See you when I see you...
Oh ya, I went out again with Batman last Saturday night. What kind of timing is that anyway? Hahaa... I mean, Saturday night? Come ooon... But then we agreed that the Rock n Roll mode was definitely on!! So there still wouldn't be any complication. We met at a Dunkin Donuts outlet, enjoying coffee and giving him time to wind down after his trip. This time, it was more enjoyable and relaxing while still being intimate at the same time. Maybe we already got the rhythm now. After that, we went cruising to Cinere area to have seafood for dinner. It was light, but a little bit silent. But I liked it. We didn't have the need to talk all the time, this time, we just observing the people sitting around and passing through. At about 10.30 pm, we finished dinner and went cruising again. It felt good to have the wind on my face.
We decided to go to Saung again. As soon as we parked the motorbike, we went inside and I sat down right away. Before I could do anything, he pulled and kissed me oh so softly. Aww... This guy was so full of contradiction. I gave up long time ago on trying to understand him better, hahaa. 'Akhirnyaa, jadi juga ciuman ya, bu...' he said after that. I couldn't help laughing hearing that. Yeah, well, dirty talks on the phone, SMSs, and YM were definitely so far from the real thing, riiiight?? :D
He didn't waste time and touched me all over, as if he couldn't hold off any longer. As if we hadn't done this the week before. His lips, no, mouth, and hands were put to work. I sat with my back against his front. His lips and tongue on my neck and ears, at times on my lips when he let me turn my head to kiss him. His nimble fingers on my crotch. I couldn't sit still. I kept whimpering and sighing his name. Damn, he's sooo good... But the amazing thing was that he got even more turned on everytime he slipped his fingers inside me. His breath was even faster than mine, and I hadn't done anything to him. Sweet mercy... ;)
His turn came, and without further ado, I made him so worked out that he begged to put his rod inside me. Not necessarily a real sex, just to have a feel of my folds surrounding him. I put off answering, I couldn't make up my mind. I mean, it was dangerous, we were practically at an open space. It was outdoors. At last I said ok, and I wore my jacket as a protection against sudden intrusion, hehee... We both pulled both our bottom apparels down a bit, and made THE FIRST REAL CONTACT between his and my thingys. It was slick, hair-raising, mind-bending, and oh so glorious. It didn't even take 30 seconds. The adrenaline was rushing, but the fear of having someone catching us red-handed forced us to pull apart. At least we had a tester of what was to come for the next 'meeting', which I still doubt would happen. I guess I'm having second thoughts. Or not. Whoops...
Again, he held and kissed me sweetly before he went home. This time, he wouldn't let go for sometimes and kept on kissing me. And then he went home. Thirty minutes later he called me to say that he's home. He sounded like a suffering man, and I offered to have a sexy chat. He said he didn't need a sexy chat, he was ready to jerk off even then. So we did it on the phone. Heheehh... I slept with a smile on my face that night.
Anyway, despite what I said about me and Batman being off, we might still gonna do it. Maybe at a slower pace. Nothing serious. If it's gonna happen, it's gonna happen. No need to keep my fingers crossed.
Enough about that. I'm going home now. See you when I see you...
Friday, January 16, 2009
Outta My Head
RULES of THE GAME:
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
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1. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Prodigal – One Republic → Really? I'm a prodigal? Wow...
2.WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Jangan Lupakan – Nidji → Huh? Oh, don't forget about what I like in a guy, you mean???
3.HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
All Fall Down – One Republic → Gosh... So glummy...
4.WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Somewhere I Belong – Linkin Park → I get it. Meaning I'm going to find a place where I belong. Ooooh...
5.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
The Boss – n/a → So true!! :D
6.WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Money Money – ABBA → Is that really how you guys think of me?? :(
7.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Honey, Honey – ABBA → No comment!! ;)
8.WHAT IS 2+2?
Owner of My Heart – Sasha → ???
9.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
In Pieces – Linkin Park → Hmm, sounds like Kunti, yeah?
10.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Turn Me On – Kevin Lyttle → Now I sound like a sex-crazed bitch, eh?
11.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Hands Held High – Linkin Park → Now what's this got to do with anything?
12.WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Leave Out All The Rest – Linkin Park → Riiight...
13.WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
It's Not Over – Daughtry → ROFL. What's the point in being dead, then?
14.WHAT WILL YOU DANCE AT YOUR WEDDING?
Disney Land – Five For Fighting → Uh, I don't get this one. Why Disney Land?
15.WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Biarlah – Nidji → Oh damn... Or is it: 'Biarlah dia menjadi milikku!' gitu???
16.WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Shut Up n Drive – Rihanna → I don't even drive.
17.WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
My Style – Timbaland → What's so secret about it?
18.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
No More Sorrow – Linkin Park → Awww... I'm so sweet... :)
19.WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Runaway – Linkin Park → Shit!! Busted!! Yeah, been thinking of doing it lately.
20.WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Promiscuous – Timbaland feat. Nelly Furtado → Hmm, cry in ecstasy?? :p
21.WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Wake – Linkin Park → Huhh?
22.WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Forgotten – Linkin Park → Too much LP's songs on my playlist.
23.HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Bleed It Out – Linkin Park → No, I don't need to know about this now!! Eerie...
24.WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Ain't No Sunshine – Bill Withers → OK, you can kill me now!!
25.WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Cinta Jangan Kau Pergi – Vidi Aldiano → Hmm... I miss you too, Ma, Pa... :'(
26.DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Home – Daughtry → Gak nyambung banget ya??
27.WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Que Tengo Que Hacer? – Daddy Yankee→ Note to self: check the meaning of these words.
28.IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Do It – n/a → Sure will!! Definitely!! No more regrets...
29.WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Outta My Head – Ashlee Simpson → Whoever made this quiz is surely scary. To think he/she's able to read my mood now.
What a cute quiz... Hahaa...
There's just one thing that I can't get out of my head: I'll bleed to death???? Fuck!!!
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
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1. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Prodigal – One Republic → Really? I'm a prodigal? Wow...
2.WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Jangan Lupakan – Nidji → Huh? Oh, don't forget about what I like in a guy, you mean???
3.HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
All Fall Down – One Republic → Gosh... So glummy...
4.WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Somewhere I Belong – Linkin Park → I get it. Meaning I'm going to find a place where I belong. Ooooh...
5.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
The Boss – n/a → So true!! :D
6.WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Money Money – ABBA → Is that really how you guys think of me?? :(
7.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Honey, Honey – ABBA → No comment!! ;)
8.WHAT IS 2+2?
Owner of My Heart – Sasha → ???
9.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
In Pieces – Linkin Park → Hmm, sounds like Kunti, yeah?
10.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Turn Me On – Kevin Lyttle → Now I sound like a sex-crazed bitch, eh?
11.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Hands Held High – Linkin Park → Now what's this got to do with anything?
12.WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Leave Out All The Rest – Linkin Park → Riiight...
13.WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
It's Not Over – Daughtry → ROFL. What's the point in being dead, then?
14.WHAT WILL YOU DANCE AT YOUR WEDDING?
Disney Land – Five For Fighting → Uh, I don't get this one. Why Disney Land?
15.WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Biarlah – Nidji → Oh damn... Or is it: 'Biarlah dia menjadi milikku!' gitu???
16.WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Shut Up n Drive – Rihanna → I don't even drive.
17.WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
My Style – Timbaland → What's so secret about it?
18.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
No More Sorrow – Linkin Park → Awww... I'm so sweet... :)
19.WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Runaway – Linkin Park → Shit!! Busted!! Yeah, been thinking of doing it lately.
20.WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Promiscuous – Timbaland feat. Nelly Furtado → Hmm, cry in ecstasy?? :p
21.WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Wake – Linkin Park → Huhh?
22.WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Forgotten – Linkin Park → Too much LP's songs on my playlist.
23.HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Bleed It Out – Linkin Park → No, I don't need to know about this now!! Eerie...
24.WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Ain't No Sunshine – Bill Withers → OK, you can kill me now!!
25.WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Cinta Jangan Kau Pergi – Vidi Aldiano → Hmm... I miss you too, Ma, Pa... :'(
26.DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Home – Daughtry → Gak nyambung banget ya??
27.WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Que Tengo Que Hacer? – Daddy Yankee→ Note to self: check the meaning of these words.
28.IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Do It – n/a → Sure will!! Definitely!! No more regrets...
29.WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Outta My Head – Ashlee Simpson → Whoever made this quiz is surely scary. To think he/she's able to read my mood now.
What a cute quiz... Hahaa...
There's just one thing that I can't get out of my head: I'll bleed to death???? Fuck!!!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
011009, 11:19 pm
Enjoying Saturday night listening to music from the MacBook, accompanied by a tall WhiskyOJ and potato chips. My Nokia phone is still not in order, and the Flexi one is having problem with its network, just as usual. Making the weekend felt more isolated because I can't contact anyone since I haven't been able to retrieve my phonebook. Moreover, Batman's Esia is lowbat. Just freaking great!!
On my Indonesian playlist now:
• Nuansa Bening - Vidi Aldiano (got this song from Menik, and now I love this song too, :p)
• Cinta Ini Membunuhku - D'Masiv
• Di Antara Kalian - D'Masiv
• Merindukanmu - D'Masiv (semua gara2 karaokean sama Kucil)
• Bete - Dewiq (this song is really me for now. 'Baby, aku inginkan putus!!!')
• Sadis - Afgan (lagu cowoknya Mama)
• Biarlah - Nidji
• Arti Sahabat - Nidji (Kucil's song)
• Kau dan Aku - Nidji
• Dewi - Alexa (currently my favorite Indonesian band. This is their only song in my iTunes library. Damn!!)
Craving something tasty like Indomie or some grilled cheese sandwich. Sooo hungry now, but I'm on diet. Also craving something else. Someone broke his promise and got me disappointed tonight. But it's fine. I learned to not take him seriously most of the time. And he'd better learn that I don't react well to ultimatums, especially from him. He's not in the position to make me do something. If I want to do it, it would be because I want to, not because he wants me to. Duh...
I'm looping Alexa's song Dewi now. It's been playing more than 7 times in a row. Niiice... :p Here's the lyrics:
On my Indonesian playlist now:
• Nuansa Bening - Vidi Aldiano (got this song from Menik, and now I love this song too, :p)
• Cinta Ini Membunuhku - D'Masiv
• Di Antara Kalian - D'Masiv
• Merindukanmu - D'Masiv (semua gara2 karaokean sama Kucil)
• Bete - Dewiq (this song is really me for now. 'Baby, aku inginkan putus!!!')
• Sadis - Afgan (lagu cowoknya Mama)
• Biarlah - Nidji
• Arti Sahabat - Nidji (Kucil's song)
• Kau dan Aku - Nidji
• Dewi - Alexa (currently my favorite Indonesian band. This is their only song in my iTunes library. Damn!!)
Craving something tasty like Indomie or some grilled cheese sandwich. Sooo hungry now, but I'm on diet. Also craving something else. Someone broke his promise and got me disappointed tonight. But it's fine. I learned to not take him seriously most of the time. And he'd better learn that I don't react well to ultimatums, especially from him. He's not in the position to make me do something. If I want to do it, it would be because I want to, not because he wants me to. Duh...
I'm looping Alexa's song Dewi now. It's been playing more than 7 times in a row. Niiice... :p Here's the lyrics:
Kutanamku hatiku tumbuh bersamamu
Takkan kupetik hingga akhir masa hidupku
Dengarlah kau dengar
Selama bumi berputar
Kutetap milikmu
Dewi, bukalah kedua matamu
Pandanglah ruang di hatiku
Dewi, berikan nafasmu untukku
Agar ku hidup bersamamu
Bersamamu, terus bersamamu
Dengarlah kau dengar
Selama bumi berputar
Kutetap milikmu
Takkan kupetik hingga akhir masa hidupku
Dengarlah kau dengar
Selama bumi berputar
Kutetap milikmu
Dewi, bukalah kedua matamu
Pandanglah ruang di hatiku
Dewi, berikan nafasmu untukku
Agar ku hidup bersamamu
Bersamamu, terus bersamamu
Dengarlah kau dengar
Selama bumi berputar
Kutetap milikmu
Friday, January 09, 2009
010909, 11:10 pm
Spent the start of this weekend with Kucil at one of Starbucks outlet in South Jakarta. We just chatted and laughed on so many things, but nothing about our real problems. This is our moment to unwind after all those problems arising in this freakin week. We had a good time. Mostly, we commented on things happening in my network on Facebook. Also the chat with Chubby on YM. At the moment, he's on strike against all things to do with Israelis. So he wouldn't even get inside Starbucks. OK, Chubs, I won't push you. This is your right, but the thing is, you robbed me of my chance to be treated a Hot Chocolate by you. :D
When I was on my way to Starbucks, I was so hungry. So I ordered a Whole Grain Tuna Sandwich along with my Grande Skim Double Cappuccino. Uh, it went like the wind. The light meal satisfied me for only about 30 minutes, and then my stomach was screaming again. Just now I remembered that this whole day I only consumed half a banana, a bowl of Bakmi Bangka, and that Tuna Sandwich. No wonder I was so hungry.
Jalan duluah. Mau cari soto. Nyaemm... Menik, kamu mau gaaak???
When I was on my way to Starbucks, I was so hungry. So I ordered a Whole Grain Tuna Sandwich along with my Grande Skim Double Cappuccino. Uh, it went like the wind. The light meal satisfied me for only about 30 minutes, and then my stomach was screaming again. Just now I remembered that this whole day I only consumed half a banana, a bowl of Bakmi Bangka, and that Tuna Sandwich. No wonder I was so hungry.
Jalan duluah. Mau cari soto. Nyaemm... Menik, kamu mau gaaak???
Thursday, January 08, 2009
Hei Kunti, The World Is No Longer Pink
Persahabatan...
Pas gak pas ya dipasin aja deh.
Kalo maunya cari bagian bagus aja tanpa nerima sisi buruknya, masih bisa dibilang sahabat gak ya?
Bukan berarti gue berada di sisi yang benar, tapi gimana caranya nyadarin dia tentang perbedaan sudut pandang dan style tiap orang?
Bukankah kompromi adalah cara yang baik?
Untung gue masih punya Kucil dan Menik.
Semoga keadaan dengan Kunti bisa baik lagi.
Amin...
Yang simpel aja ah. Biarpun g bentuknya abstrak, tapi otak g simpel banget. Gak ngerti yang ribet dan berliku.
Santai aja, cuuuuy...
(Moga-moga gak ada yang tersinggung).
Pas gak pas ya dipasin aja deh.
Kalo maunya cari bagian bagus aja tanpa nerima sisi buruknya, masih bisa dibilang sahabat gak ya?
Bukan berarti gue berada di sisi yang benar, tapi gimana caranya nyadarin dia tentang perbedaan sudut pandang dan style tiap orang?
Bukankah kompromi adalah cara yang baik?
Untung gue masih punya Kucil dan Menik.
Semoga keadaan dengan Kunti bisa baik lagi.
Amin...
Yang simpel aja ah. Biarpun g bentuknya abstrak, tapi otak g simpel banget. Gak ngerti yang ribet dan berliku.
Santai aja, cuuuuy...
(Moga-moga gak ada yang tersinggung).
Persahabatan
Sindentosca - Kepompong
Dulu kita sahabat
Dengan begitu hangat
Mengalahkan sinar mentari
Dulu kita sahabat
Berteman bagai ulat
Berharap jadi kupu-kupu
Bridge:
Kini kita berjalan berjauh-jauhan
Kau jauhi diriku karena sesuatu
Mungkin ku terlalu bertindak kejauhan
Namun itu karena ku sayang
Reff :
Persahabatan bagai kepompong
Mengubah ulat menjadi kupu-kupu
Persahabatan bagai kepompong
Hal yang tak mudah berubah jadi indah
Persahabatan bagai kepompong
Maklumi teman hadapi perbedaan
Persahabatan bagi kepompong
Semua yang berlalu
Biarkanlah berlalu
Seperti hangat mentari
Siang berganti malam
Sembunyi kan sinarnya
Hingga dia bersinar lagi
(Lirik digunakan tanpa seijin yang punya, tapi gak ada maksud komersial kok. Asli!! Justru untuk membuktikan bahwa lirik lagu ini bagus dan mengena banget)
Dulu kita sahabat
Dengan begitu hangat
Mengalahkan sinar mentari
Dulu kita sahabat
Berteman bagai ulat
Berharap jadi kupu-kupu
Bridge:
Kini kita berjalan berjauh-jauhan
Kau jauhi diriku karena sesuatu
Mungkin ku terlalu bertindak kejauhan
Namun itu karena ku sayang
Reff :
Persahabatan bagai kepompong
Mengubah ulat menjadi kupu-kupu
Persahabatan bagai kepompong
Hal yang tak mudah berubah jadi indah
Persahabatan bagai kepompong
Maklumi teman hadapi perbedaan
Persahabatan bagi kepompong
Semua yang berlalu
Biarkanlah berlalu
Seperti hangat mentari
Siang berganti malam
Sembunyi kan sinarnya
Hingga dia bersinar lagi
(Lirik digunakan tanpa seijin yang punya, tapi gak ada maksud komersial kok. Asli!! Justru untuk membuktikan bahwa lirik lagu ini bagus dan mengena banget)
Tadi malem acara perpisahan salah satu sahabat gue di kantor gue yang lama. Mama memutuskan untuk cabut dari kantor itu, dan perpisahan dilakukan di salah satu tempat karaoke top di daerah selatan Jakarta. Anak-anak Mama semua hadir selain Menik. Ada gue, Kucil, Kunti, Cimit, dan Yuyu, serta banyak rekan dari kantor Mama.
Acara berlangsung seru. Namun yang udahnya, malah terjadi slack antara Kunti dengan gue n Kucil. Gara-garanya adalah Kunti merasa kami gak menganggap dia sebagai sahabat. Dia merasa kami gak perhatian, timbal baliknya gak setimpal seperti harapan dia.
Kadang gue merasa Kunti masih melihat dunia, at least persahabatan dengan kacamata idealis plus lensanya yang warna pink *gubraakk!!*. Menurut dia, sahabat itu selalu ngomong dan bercerita setiap kali ada masalah, ingat dan memberi hadiah saat ulang tahun (gak gitu banget juga sih), intinya sih timbal balik. Jadi kalo dia bersikap begitu kepada gue, maka gue juga harus bersikap begitu ke dia. Gue hargai prinsip Kunti. Tapi kan cara masing-masing orang dalam berinteraksi kan beda. Gak selamanya sama. Gak semua orang merasa harus meng-update kisah hidupnya pada sang sahabat. Kadang dia butuh waktu untuk mencerna, kadang dia merasa belum tentu suatu hal bisa dia ceritakan entah karena udah antisipasi reaksi sang sahabat, kadang dia juga gak perlu cerita sama sekali karena merasa bisa meng-handle semuanya sendiri. Gue hampir gak pernah bercerita masalah pribadi gue pada sahabat-sahabat gue, baru akhir-akhir ini aja gue lebih membuka diri. Tapi sebelumnya juga gak masalah kok kalo gak cerita. Kalo lagi bete, spend time with them, then I'd feel better already. Gak usah dibuat susah ato repot kan??
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
010609, 06:38 pm
Weird day. I chatted with the guys, and they're all flirty. One of them is the guy I kissed in that event in West Java. I didn't recognize his name on YM yesterday. He only revealed himself this afternoon, and taddaaaaa..., it's CrewCut. Hahahaaaa... Purely out of curiosity, after chatting for a while, I asked him about that kissing 'incident'. We skirted around the issue, but the point is, he remembered. I felt like laughing my ass off. He was uncomfortable in admitting it. :p
But then he got flirty again, even to the extent of offering to take me home. Yeah, right!! Whose home did you have in mind, eh CrewCut?? *cue: roll eyeballs*
Batman texted me saying that he wanted to see me later tonight. Let's see if it's just bull as usual or if it's going to be. Hehee... And then, this is his last SMS: "GILAAA.. Baru rencana aja udah rembes.." Aiiiiihhh, wuahahahahaa...
Right, I see that I don't have anything to write. But at least today doesn't go without a posting from me. Hehee... Cheers...
But then he got flirty again, even to the extent of offering to take me home. Yeah, right!! Whose home did you have in mind, eh CrewCut?? *cue: roll eyeballs*
Batman texted me saying that he wanted to see me later tonight. Let's see if it's just bull as usual or if it's going to be. Hehee... And then, this is his last SMS: "GILAAA.. Baru rencana aja udah rembes.." Aiiiiihhh, wuahahahahaa...
Right, I see that I don't have anything to write. But at least today doesn't go without a posting from me. Hehee... Cheers...
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Menik, Kucil, dan Bidadari Bengal di Suatu Malam
Menik, this is for you.
Udah beberapa hari ini, sejak malam tahun baru, pokoknya lebih kurang selama liburan deh, gue dan Menik dan Kucil menghabiskan waktu bersama. Entah itu menginap di rumah gue, ato jalan2 hangout n nongkrong di kafe. Mostly siy at Citos ya. Sebenernya siy cuma gara2 butuh akses Internet, secara Speedy di rumah gue belum dibayar, hehee... These days, so many 'first times' happened in our life together. Weird but lovely nonetheless. :)
Gue n Menik menghabiskan sebagian besar waktu itu bersama, Kucil seringnya menghilang, karena dia lagi punya new addiction. A guy, to be exact. He's her school friend. Each of them has a serious partner, which they intend to marry. But as life is such a strange thing, they met again at a school reunion, everything just flowed from there. Kucil bercerita bahwa semuanya mengalir begitu aja, tanpa paksaan, tanpa merubah perasaan mereka ke pasangan masing2. Kucil dan Chubby sama2 jujur dan konsisten dengan sikon mereka masing2. Bahwa masing2 merupakan orang yang kedua. Tanpa sakit hati ato making it all more complicated than it could be. Nunjukin bahwa mereka adalah 2 orang dewasa, walaupun mereka tetap bermain hati, tapi tetap fair dan konsisten dari awal hingga akhir. Gue melihat Kucil bisa bebas dan menjadi dirinya sendiri di depan Chubby, dan mengekspresikan hubungan mereka di depan sahabat2nya tanpa harus merasa risih ato apalah. Gue appreciate banget dengan sikap mereka. Mungkin ini jadi seperti 'refreshing' buat mereka ya. Masing2 punya pasangan yang udah bersama mereka selama bertahun2. Orang nikah aja banyak yang gak sampe selama itu kali. Kalo diumpamain sesederhana mungkin, orang yang sibuk dengan kehidupan sehari2nya, mulai merasa jenuh, udah capeeeek banget, trus pergi deh liburan ke Bali sendirian. Me-refresh diri, pergi ke spa, mengisi mental lagi. Dan mengingatkan gimana nikmatnya kehidupan saat bebannya belum seberat sekarang. Dan gue yakin itu rasanya nikmat dan puas banget. Ih, yang gue omongin ini nyambung gak siy sebenernya??? Kok gue jadi bingung sendiri ya?? Yaa pokoknya gitu deh!
Lain lagi dengan Menik. Gadis yang satu ini lagi mengalami kebingungan dan kepanikan dengan kehidupan asmaranya. Her practically non-existent love life. Sori ya, Nik, kalo gue bilang begitu. Hehee... Di usianya yang sudah diatas 25 tahun ini, Menik sama sekali belum pernah berpacaran. Saat dia suka ato disukai cowok, dia masih menyikapinya dengan mental anak sekolah. Gue dan Kucil ngasih dia julukan Miss Drop, karena kelakuannya yang suka bikin cowok2 pada drop duluan sebelum bisa mengenal dia lebih dalam. Semalem, di Saung, gue n Kucil berusaha memberi pengertian ke Menik tentang dirinya, dan apa yang harus dia ubah dalam bersikap. Bukan berarti apa adanya Menik itu buruk, sama sekali gak, tapi udah saatnya dia bersikap lebih dewasa dalam menghadapi cowok. Gue dan Kucil memberi contoh dengan diri kita masing2 sebagai model (taelaaahhhh...). Gue akui, Kucil itu ahli banget soal cowok dan hubungan, kalo gue lebih ke arah fisik dan sudut pandang cowok, secara banyak yang bilang gue niy stengah laki (kampreett!!!). Bahkan gue pun banyak mendapat ilmu dari Kucil malam itu. :D
Ok, so, dari sudut pandang praktikal dan darurat, gue memberi Menik saran untuk lebih membuka dirinya dan lebih bersikap feminin kalo bukan dewasa. Lebih manis dalam menanggapi pria. Selama ini, mungkin cowok2 itu pada rada takut ya, secara Menik itu lumayan terlihat powerful n mandiri biarpun badannya kecil, even dari looknya pun dia masih kelihatan seperti anak sekolah. Dia cewek yang keras, tapi dalam hatinya ada suatu ketakutan. I'd say it's a fear of rejection. Ato mungkin gengsi. Ato mungkin ketidakpedean dia, padahal sekarang dia terlihat cantik, beda banget sama waktu dia baru tiba di Jakarta dari kota asalnya (hehe, peace, yo). And that fear really drives her attitude toward men. It's so destructive for her love life. Menik harus membuka aura dirinya. Aura kewanitaanya, aura sensualnya. Cukup dengan mengatakan pada diri sendiri bahwa 'gue cantik', dan harus percaya diri loh, maka kita juga akan terihat lebih cantik di mata orang. Kucil mengajarkan Menik untuk tidak takut ge-er. Gue akui, itu bener banget, karena pada saat kita ge-er entah pas ada cowok naksir kita ato sebaliknya, sadar gak sadar kita akan mengeluarkan aura ato daya tariklah istilahnya. Kita akan berusaha untuk mempertahankan daya tarik itu. Kita akan terlihat lebih bersinar. Kalo kita bisa gitu terus, pasti bakal ada aja lawan jenis yang tertarik. Lebih mantap lagi kalo kita bisa gitu di depan cowok yang kita suka. Cihuuuy...
Dari situ, terlihat Menik mencoba mencerna ucapan2 gue dan Kucil. Moga2 apa yang kita obrolin bermanfaat buat kamu ya, Nik...
Oh, btw, Menik ini bener2 belum pernah merasakan ciuman dll. Selama ini kontak fisik yang udah dia alami baru sebatas pagangan tangan, itu pun baru minggu lalu terjadi. Gue n Kucil nyoba menggali diri Menik, dan ternyata dia itu bener2 totally innocent in the physical sense. Hasrat pasti ada, cuma keberanian, ato malah keinginan untuk mengeksplor sendiri arah dari hasrat itu belum ada. Gue jadi bingung gimana ya ngajarin Menik tentang hal yang satu itu. Gue cuma mikir, di usia2 kita sekarang, kita lagi matang2nya. Even disaat kita berinteraksi dengan lawan jenis, seksualitas pasti terlintas dalam pikiran. Bukannya jorok, tapi ini adalah hal yang alami. Dan bukan gue mau ngajarin yang gak2 ke anak orang, tapi sumpah deh, dengan belum tersentuhnya Menik, maka aura ato daya tarik itu mungkin jadi agak susah keluar ya. Kecuali kalo dia mau attract cowok2 usia anak SMU. Gubraakk... We'll discuss it on our next session. Then maybe I'll blog about it.
I think that's it for today. Cheers...
Udah beberapa hari ini, sejak malam tahun baru, pokoknya lebih kurang selama liburan deh, gue dan Menik dan Kucil menghabiskan waktu bersama. Entah itu menginap di rumah gue, ato jalan2 hangout n nongkrong di kafe. Mostly siy at Citos ya. Sebenernya siy cuma gara2 butuh akses Internet, secara Speedy di rumah gue belum dibayar, hehee... These days, so many 'first times' happened in our life together. Weird but lovely nonetheless. :)
Gue n Menik menghabiskan sebagian besar waktu itu bersama, Kucil seringnya menghilang, karena dia lagi punya new addiction. A guy, to be exact. He's her school friend. Each of them has a serious partner, which they intend to marry. But as life is such a strange thing, they met again at a school reunion, everything just flowed from there. Kucil bercerita bahwa semuanya mengalir begitu aja, tanpa paksaan, tanpa merubah perasaan mereka ke pasangan masing2. Kucil dan Chubby sama2 jujur dan konsisten dengan sikon mereka masing2. Bahwa masing2 merupakan orang yang kedua. Tanpa sakit hati ato making it all more complicated than it could be. Nunjukin bahwa mereka adalah 2 orang dewasa, walaupun mereka tetap bermain hati, tapi tetap fair dan konsisten dari awal hingga akhir. Gue melihat Kucil bisa bebas dan menjadi dirinya sendiri di depan Chubby, dan mengekspresikan hubungan mereka di depan sahabat2nya tanpa harus merasa risih ato apalah. Gue appreciate banget dengan sikap mereka. Mungkin ini jadi seperti 'refreshing' buat mereka ya. Masing2 punya pasangan yang udah bersama mereka selama bertahun2. Orang nikah aja banyak yang gak sampe selama itu kali. Kalo diumpamain sesederhana mungkin, orang yang sibuk dengan kehidupan sehari2nya, mulai merasa jenuh, udah capeeeek banget, trus pergi deh liburan ke Bali sendirian. Me-refresh diri, pergi ke spa, mengisi mental lagi. Dan mengingatkan gimana nikmatnya kehidupan saat bebannya belum seberat sekarang. Dan gue yakin itu rasanya nikmat dan puas banget. Ih, yang gue omongin ini nyambung gak siy sebenernya??? Kok gue jadi bingung sendiri ya?? Yaa pokoknya gitu deh!
Lain lagi dengan Menik. Gadis yang satu ini lagi mengalami kebingungan dan kepanikan dengan kehidupan asmaranya. Her practically non-existent love life. Sori ya, Nik, kalo gue bilang begitu. Hehee... Di usianya yang sudah diatas 25 tahun ini, Menik sama sekali belum pernah berpacaran. Saat dia suka ato disukai cowok, dia masih menyikapinya dengan mental anak sekolah. Gue dan Kucil ngasih dia julukan Miss Drop, karena kelakuannya yang suka bikin cowok2 pada drop duluan sebelum bisa mengenal dia lebih dalam. Semalem, di Saung, gue n Kucil berusaha memberi pengertian ke Menik tentang dirinya, dan apa yang harus dia ubah dalam bersikap. Bukan berarti apa adanya Menik itu buruk, sama sekali gak, tapi udah saatnya dia bersikap lebih dewasa dalam menghadapi cowok. Gue dan Kucil memberi contoh dengan diri kita masing2 sebagai model (taelaaahhhh...). Gue akui, Kucil itu ahli banget soal cowok dan hubungan, kalo gue lebih ke arah fisik dan sudut pandang cowok, secara banyak yang bilang gue niy stengah laki (kampreett!!!). Bahkan gue pun banyak mendapat ilmu dari Kucil malam itu. :D
Ok, so, dari sudut pandang praktikal dan darurat, gue memberi Menik saran untuk lebih membuka dirinya dan lebih bersikap feminin kalo bukan dewasa. Lebih manis dalam menanggapi pria. Selama ini, mungkin cowok2 itu pada rada takut ya, secara Menik itu lumayan terlihat powerful n mandiri biarpun badannya kecil, even dari looknya pun dia masih kelihatan seperti anak sekolah. Dia cewek yang keras, tapi dalam hatinya ada suatu ketakutan. I'd say it's a fear of rejection. Ato mungkin gengsi. Ato mungkin ketidakpedean dia, padahal sekarang dia terlihat cantik, beda banget sama waktu dia baru tiba di Jakarta dari kota asalnya (hehe, peace, yo). And that fear really drives her attitude toward men. It's so destructive for her love life. Menik harus membuka aura dirinya. Aura kewanitaanya, aura sensualnya. Cukup dengan mengatakan pada diri sendiri bahwa 'gue cantik', dan harus percaya diri loh, maka kita juga akan terihat lebih cantik di mata orang. Kucil mengajarkan Menik untuk tidak takut ge-er. Gue akui, itu bener banget, karena pada saat kita ge-er entah pas ada cowok naksir kita ato sebaliknya, sadar gak sadar kita akan mengeluarkan aura ato daya tariklah istilahnya. Kita akan berusaha untuk mempertahankan daya tarik itu. Kita akan terlihat lebih bersinar. Kalo kita bisa gitu terus, pasti bakal ada aja lawan jenis yang tertarik. Lebih mantap lagi kalo kita bisa gitu di depan cowok yang kita suka. Cihuuuy...
Dari situ, terlihat Menik mencoba mencerna ucapan2 gue dan Kucil. Moga2 apa yang kita obrolin bermanfaat buat kamu ya, Nik...
Oh, btw, Menik ini bener2 belum pernah merasakan ciuman dll. Selama ini kontak fisik yang udah dia alami baru sebatas pagangan tangan, itu pun baru minggu lalu terjadi. Gue n Kucil nyoba menggali diri Menik, dan ternyata dia itu bener2 totally innocent in the physical sense. Hasrat pasti ada, cuma keberanian, ato malah keinginan untuk mengeksplor sendiri arah dari hasrat itu belum ada. Gue jadi bingung gimana ya ngajarin Menik tentang hal yang satu itu. Gue cuma mikir, di usia2 kita sekarang, kita lagi matang2nya. Even disaat kita berinteraksi dengan lawan jenis, seksualitas pasti terlintas dalam pikiran. Bukannya jorok, tapi ini adalah hal yang alami. Dan bukan gue mau ngajarin yang gak2 ke anak orang, tapi sumpah deh, dengan belum tersentuhnya Menik, maka aura ato daya tarik itu mungkin jadi agak susah keluar ya. Kecuali kalo dia mau attract cowok2 usia anak SMU. Gubraakk... We'll discuss it on our next session. Then maybe I'll blog about it.
I think that's it for today. Cheers...
010409, 01.03 am
Today is the first birthday of my little Bangbag. Yesterday afternoon, Menik and Kucil came again to spend the night at my place. After all the preparation for the birthday party were finished, we've been hanging out at our favorite spot, let's call it Saung. Armed with 2 boxes of cigarettes, 3 bottles of mineral water, a seaweed flavored Lay's, Oreo, Richeese wafer, and Antangin, hahahahahh, we're having a 'curhat' session. Mostly about Menik's desire to experience love and relationship. And about Kucil second flame. And of course about me and Batman. :D
Yeah, I know it's dark, and lots of mosquitos too. But that doesn't deter us at all. I love this moment. And somehow, for me, this session seems even deeper than usual. Maybe because this is the first time I hear Kucil's insights, hehehee...
And then, at midnite, Kucil's flame of the month, Chubby came. I have to, still actually, watch their makeout session. I got frustrated since Batman is already sleeping. I couldn't make him come here. I crave his kisses and touches. I need solution, damn it!!! Even if I have to leave the party later today (yeah, rite!!), if that could get me into his arms for even 15 minutes, I might just do it. That's how desperate I am at the moment. Oooohh, so slutty, eh?
On Friday, we went to Citos. I brought the MacBook, since I need to get connected. Before we went back to our respective homes, we had supper at BK. And suddenly my phone rang. I didn't recognize the number. When I picked up, it was from Yaza, my flirtmate from Skype. He told me about his trip to Puncak, and his quickie with one of his colleague. And well, he asked to meet me, and to go to Ancol next Saturday. I told him I couldn't promise, but I definitely put that in mind. I mean come on, we've been planning this for a month. So I wasn't that interested at first, but now is a different time. I 'm curious, and he sounded like an interesting person. Menik and Kucil asked me who was calling, if it was Batman or Alv. They were a little bit stunned when I told them no, that it was another guy, Yaza. The look on their faces was priceless!!! Hahahahaaaa... Before I turned off, we promised to call again later that night for a sex(y) chat. ;D
Catch you later. Must be off now...
Yeah, I know it's dark, and lots of mosquitos too. But that doesn't deter us at all. I love this moment. And somehow, for me, this session seems even deeper than usual. Maybe because this is the first time I hear Kucil's insights, hehehee...
And then, at midnite, Kucil's flame of the month, Chubby came. I have to, still actually, watch their makeout session. I got frustrated since Batman is already sleeping. I couldn't make him come here. I crave his kisses and touches. I need solution, damn it!!! Even if I have to leave the party later today (yeah, rite!!), if that could get me into his arms for even 15 minutes, I might just do it. That's how desperate I am at the moment. Oooohh, so slutty, eh?
On Friday, we went to Citos. I brought the MacBook, since I need to get connected. Before we went back to our respective homes, we had supper at BK. And suddenly my phone rang. I didn't recognize the number. When I picked up, it was from Yaza, my flirtmate from Skype. He told me about his trip to Puncak, and his quickie with one of his colleague. And well, he asked to meet me, and to go to Ancol next Saturday. I told him I couldn't promise, but I definitely put that in mind. I mean come on, we've been planning this for a month. So I wasn't that interested at first, but now is a different time. I 'm curious, and he sounded like an interesting person. Menik and Kucil asked me who was calling, if it was Batman or Alv. They were a little bit stunned when I told them no, that it was another guy, Yaza. The look on their faces was priceless!!! Hahahahaaaa... Before I turned off, we promised to call again later that night for a sex(y) chat. ;D
Catch you later. Must be off now...
Friday, January 02, 2009
The Second Day of 2009
New year, new, oooopss... So sorry, I promised Menik to blog in Indonesian. So I'll do just that. Maybe just this once, maybe for good. We'll see. And why am I still blabbing in English? Dohh...
Anyways, I mean, eh maksud gue, aduuh, gue mau ngomong apa yaaa? Jadi mendadak dangdut, eh blank ding... Gubraakk...
At the moment, we're in Starbucks Citos. At last, I get to be online again. The network at home is not working, and I was getting cranky of being too long away from the Net. Guess I'm an Internet junkie, eh??
There's nothing in particular I want to write. I just feel like keeping on trying blogging. Hmm, oh I know... This is kinda funny actually. For years I've been friends with Menik, Kucil, Kunti, and Mama, we've never spent new year eves together. Not once. And yesterday, more like 2 days ago, we all came and spent the Old & New together at KFC Santa, along with 3 of our new guy friends. They really made the night. Soooo freakingly hilarious. I loved that night. And then, at about 3 am, we walked to Keyaki to have supper. Then the night finished.
Hmmm, not really in the mood to write. It's too bright here. I'm a night owl. I love darkness. I'm a creature of the dark. Yeah, whatevs...
Uh, didn't I say that I was going to blog in Indonesian? Damn!!! So sorry, Menik...
Anyways, I mean, eh maksud gue, aduuh, gue mau ngomong apa yaaa? Jadi mendadak dangdut, eh blank ding... Gubraakk...
At the moment, we're in Starbucks Citos. At last, I get to be online again. The network at home is not working, and I was getting cranky of being too long away from the Net. Guess I'm an Internet junkie, eh??
There's nothing in particular I want to write. I just feel like keeping on trying blogging. Hmm, oh I know... This is kinda funny actually. For years I've been friends with Menik, Kucil, Kunti, and Mama, we've never spent new year eves together. Not once. And yesterday, more like 2 days ago, we all came and spent the Old & New together at KFC Santa, along with 3 of our new guy friends. They really made the night. Soooo freakingly hilarious. I loved that night. And then, at about 3 am, we walked to Keyaki to have supper. Then the night finished.
Hmmm, not really in the mood to write. It's too bright here. I'm a night owl. I love darkness. I'm a creature of the dark. Yeah, whatevs...
Uh, didn't I say that I was going to blog in Indonesian? Damn!!! So sorry, Menik...
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