Have I told you that I'm in a relationship? Yeah, well, I am. And it feels weird. For once, I'm doing it properly. And it actually kinds of scare me off. But I'm trying, though. It's just that he seems to take this thing seriously whereas I don't.
He makes me smile, yes. He's an great kisser, yes. But those will not be enough to change my mind and get serious on this thingy. Sometimes he'd call me things like 'calon tunangan gue', 'istri gue', etc. Dude, awkward!! I'm so not into that. And I'm not that into him. And I'm not so into the permanent kind of relationship.
I wonder what I want. Kucil has settled and is having a good family life. Menik is rained by men. And I got a boyfriend. A boyfriend with serious intention toward me while I can't get myself committed. I want a guy available when I need one. But I still want my own space. Serious romance would just swamp me. So, a different kind of commitment will do very well for me. You know, those friend with benefit thingies. :p
Anyway, welcome to my life, boyfriend dear. Just don't put your hopes too high, yeah? I'm just that dysfunctional...
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bwahahaahaa sudah dipanggil dear uhuuuuuuu
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