Kok punya pacar sama gak punya pacar tuh sama aja rasanya ya? Enaknya pacaran kali ini adalah gue gak usah laporan sama dia tiap kali mau melakukan sesuatu ato pergi kemana. And I don't feel the need to let him know what I am doing at the moment. We barely communicated. On a bad day, we don't text at all, moreover call. On a other (good?) days, he'd text me non-stop and we'd chat on the phone for hours.
We also very barely see each other. Once a week is good enough. With my workload at the moment, I could almost not find time to see him. And when he finished work, he'd almost always so tired.
Not that I'm complaining. It just feels so weird. I've gotten used to the heavy frequency of calls, texts, and meets with my previous boyfriends. Something feels lost now. But on the other side, this is liberating also. Oh, well, there's always 2 sides of everything. The problem is only when each of us want a hug or a kiss or a touch which requiring us to meet, time is often a barrier. Damn.
But, please, hon. Stop insinuating and saying stuffs like rings, fiancees, and scared of losing me, and things like that. It creeps me out. *goosebumps*
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