It Was ThisClose... WTF???!!!

Went swimming today at Cilandak Sports Center. It was only for about an hour, but I swam intensely. Uh, and got some lingering looks from some of the guys. And I realized when I took a look in the mirror afterward that my swimsuit was almost partially open, well, enough to show some cleavage. Jeez, charity much?? Get a life, dude...

After that, I moved to my old workplace, a broadcast station. Let's call it ThatTV. Had dinner at the food court, got in touch with some of my colleagues, and basically had a good time. And then we decided to go out and one thing led to another, there were just the three of us left. The others had gone home.

One crazy notion turned out to get more intense. Uh, fuckin' threesome??? With me??? Ahahahahhaaa... Shiiite... Uh, things got more serious, I must make up my mind. My friend would only go if I said yes. That means I had to ask Batman if he were available. No way I'd do threesome with her. I wouldn't even joke about it. So I and my friend went by taxi while I tried to contact Batman, and her guy went by motorbike. I called Batman, and said in a no nonsense tone, 'Do you want to do this now?'

'SERIOUSLY???' he sounded shocked. We had been texting the whole afternoon about the possibility of doing it as soon as possible. But who would have thought that the chance would come at that minute??

'Yes, Batman. I'm totally serious.' Okay, I don't need to go into details of how I got into this situation in the first place. You've never heard of my friend and his guy before now. But I like his straightforwardness. That made me decided 'what the heck' and see if it's really possible. Plus the fact that those texting before got me in such a state that I'd looooove to finish it once and for all. Okay, not once, and definitely not for all. :D

Batman was ecstatic. I was ecstatic. But reality kicked in. And once again, I don't want to go into details, suffice it to say, we had to postpone. AGAIN. Please have mercy on us... After the second 'kentang', and after being thisclose to doing this shit??? FUCK, man!!!!

Then I went home.

Kill me now... Please...