Bidadari Bengal Self-Motivating

A cloudy day which would be nice to spend just at home. But here I am, working my brain off for another deadline. Why can't I be at this cafe without my macbook? I love it here, but I'd love it even more if I could just sit and read leasurely. Still have 3 unread novels and 3 missing bestfriends. This is only the first month. Can't imagine how the next 3 months will be like. Oh well, guess I'm just gonna have to sweat it out. Been like a crying sissy these past two days. No more of that. I'm Bidadari Bengal. I can go through anything. This is nothing compared to what a person with cancer must go through. I'm a perfectly healthy and happy woman! This is the way to succeed. I can do it. As long as the money's ready. :p