Saturday, January 30, 2010

Screw This!

Suddenly feeling alone. I already know I don't have a life off work. It always work work work. I miss my brother. I miss mom. I miss Bangbag. I can't even see my best friends. Either I can't make the time, or they're also busy. I want to have a real 'me' time. I need it.

Right now, I've just finished work and still stranded at the office. Menik and Kucil are having a good time in Bogor. Enjoy it, cuys. ;) Wish I could be there too.

Time flies today. I just saw my watch, and it's already half past ten, I'd thought it's still around 8 pm. Shit! I really don't have a life, do I? I'm hungry. I wanna have a day off. I wanna pamper myself at the spa. I wanna go home.

The boss all went home. The other guys are still here, and SMOKING. In this air-conned room. I'm stressed out. Suddenly the frustration just came, poof! And now I wanna cry. I hate them for this. I can't even tell them to go out if they need to smoke, because they're playing this stupid computer games. And I won't go out too. This is my place, too. I have a right to be here, and they don't have a right to smoke here! Dickheads!

Dammit! I think I'm gonna cry! Fuck this! I'm going home! Screw you all!

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