Been reading these stories in Fiction Press. Categorized under Romance, the theme is of the forbidden relationship between teacher and his female student. I don't know why but I find these stories appealing. Sexy. Not that I ever have had a crush on any of my teacher. Eeww, they're gross!
I've read this kind of stories before, also on FP, but they were more into THE romance. No, THE drama, actually. The ones I'm reading now are more into sexual. They're well written without the whole super sappy drama stuffs. Not in the mood for sappy stories.
Damn, these stories make me want to have a guy. Remember my previous postings about this alay I'm supposedly had fallen in love with? Well, I no longer am in love. I've fallen out of love, if I ever was. Dammit!! I knew it! It was only a momentary digression. Alays have always been a big no-no for me. I find them repulsive blablabla. And there I was, head over heels. But no longer. Thank you, Providence. :p
Well, see. I was having the early stage of fever and stuff, the things that led to my bronchitis diagnosis. I know it's weird. You'd probably think I made it up. I didn't. I was ill, and somehow my mind worked in such a weird way that made me think I was in love with him. Hahaa. I'm that crazy.
Honestly, I feel kinda relieved. But on the other hand, I miss the feeling of being in love. I want to fall in love. I want to have a crush on a guy. It's an exhilarating feeling. I want to feel those fabulousness, the adrenaline rush whenever I think of the object of affection, the blushings and blank minds, the feminine confidence. Oh, how that would be so awesome! Instead, I don't feel a thing now. Just empty and bored. I don't necessarily feel I must have a boyfriend. Just having a reciprocated crush would be enough. At least for starters. I really miss those feelings. *sigh*
I am so fuckin bored out of my mind! Jeez!
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