A Slutty Angel

Had lunch at Sushi Tei again today. My cousin in law treated me as a birthday gift. You're definitely one of my favorite person now, dear cuz. Heheee... With my angelic face, she had to pay for my devilish appetite. Hopefully, she didn't regret her decision to treat me then. And I am hoping for a repeat performance. :D
We had Stamina Roll, Kanimayo, Chukko Idako, California Roll, Salmon Sashimi, Salmon Nigiri, Tempura, Ebi Mentaiyaki, etc etc etc, plus Taiyaki and Chocolate Wafer for dessert. Gleeerrrgh... Whoops.

When I got back to the office, there's an email from my closest relative that was cc'ed to me. I won't tell what it's about, but it really disappointed me. I was still hoping for a reconciliation between both parties, but I guess it's final. My uplifted mood dropped just like that. I hate fights, disagreements, things like that. I know life is not always flowery, but at least please please please make a compromise. COMPROMISE, it's the key in EVERY kind of relationship. I'm not blaming anyone, but this is just plain stupid. FUCK!!!!

And now, I feel empty again. I feel reckless again. I wanna do things, forbidden things, way worse than what I do now. Damn it!!! Restraints, restraints. That's what differentiates you from animals. But it feels so goooood to be free from restraints. It's gonna feel so good to be free, period. I need something to shift my focus away. I'm not thinking about running away from a problem. *Taking a deep breath*.


Oh, I know!! Batman is the answer!! Ahahahahahahahahhh... Uhuk uhuk... Gonna call him tonight, I guess. And get crazy and slutty again. I am an angel as well as a slut, and damn proud of it!!!
;)