Stay Strong, My Friend...

Something unfortunate happened to someone he loves. He’s in pain. He’s desperate. He’s alone. He told me not to tell anyone else. So I won’t tell what it was all about, but I just wanna share something what’s been happening between us.

Remember when I told about our fight? It only lasted until Sunday night. I wanted to get out of the house, but Menik and Kucil were unavailable. No way I would spend it with Alv. So, in the hope that he would relent, I texted him asking to meet. I didn’t care for whatever, I just wanted someone to be with. At first he kept refusing, sok jual mahal dah… I decided to go home, I remembered I was at Ohlala, and it was closing time too. When I told him I was going home, he instantly answered and asked me to wait for him. Jaaah… Dari tadi aja kenapa, cuy??? So I waited for him in front of Poins. A young guy chatted me up. He was a college student from Bandung. So we talked until Batman arrived. Believe it or not, he asked me what major I was and which university I was in. Aww… Did I look that young? How sweet… Xixixixixi…

When Batman arrived, I said goodbye. Then we go to have dinner at the Colonel’s place, it was also to waste time. We wanted to get home after midnite. As usual, he talked a lot about his life. And how he resented Doyok. He wanted to give him a lesson. So much complications in their life. I didn’t give him any solutions, and he didn’t ask me to. It was like a new start in our relationship. *What relationship??* Anyways, we went to saung after that, and the rest was history.

Lately, he seemed stressed out. His words and attitude was also kinda fatalistic. But his acts seemed sweeter when we’re alone. Strange. He also seemed into holding hands now. Aww… :p

I don’t know what else to say. He needs someone. I’m here. I’m just hoping that he would not be emotionally dependent on me like Alv. Amen. Heck, I don’t mean to sound arrogant, but I’ve been getting my cues lately. I hope I’m wrong. Again, amen…

And about that one you love, stay strong, man.