Wednesday, August 05, 2009

08052009, 06:30 pm

Sayang, thank you for everything you've done for me
Sayang, I'm sorry for all the hurt I caused you, knowingly and unknowingly
Sayang, I never regret our weird relationship
Sayang, I really never thought you'd be gone like this

You were supposed to get well, Sayangku, not passed away instead
You were supposed to get back to your crazy self, not died instead


If only I tried to find out about how you really were instead of making the worst assumption

If only I tried harder to stay by your side and give you spirit instead of letting my self swamped with work


It was like a lightning struck when I heard that you're gone

I still feel the emptiness

I still feel the shock also

I still can't believe it

I still can't take it

Until I see your dead body

Maybe then I'll believe it

But I'm still hoping that this is just a bad dream

That you're still alive and playing pranks on us

Mbul, please don't leave us like this

Mbul, please still be alive

Mbul, please...

Dear God, why?

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